An old man, wrapped
tightly in his shúkà
and carrying a long, gnarled
staff, trod deliberately and lightly across the sparsely tufted savannah. He spied a
herd of zebra in the distance, and, even closer, a smaller herd of white folks. I was in that second herd. I know I've made mention
several times this Advent of people I met during my time in Kenya a
few years ago, but indulge me briefly this once more. He was a Maasai
tribesman and a shepherd, dressed in red, following and directing his
flock of sheep. It's men like him whom I picture – young and old,
clad in vivid colors or drab variations of brown and gray – when I
think back to a scene over two thousand years ago. A dark night,
cool and windy. A small band of Middle Eastern shepherds pulling
their cloaks tightly around them. Hundreds of sheep all around them,
grazing or dozing. The only noises – the muted bleating of sheep
to sheep; the muted mutter of man to man; the not so muted chirping
of insect life. All going about their nightly routine. What was it
like for them?
We
read that “there were shepherds out in the field, keeping
watch over their flock by night”
(Luke 2:8). These shepherds were, for lack of a better term,
'ordinary people,' if there is such a thing. They didn't have much
in the way of prestige. Children didn't ooh and aah if these
shepherds came to school for career day. Women and men didn't marvel
at them on the street. Shepherding was considered a lowly and dirty
profession – the sort where you might question if you really wanted
to shake hands with one (especially if you didn't have a bottle of Purell on hand!). It wasn't a good way to get rich, out there
tending the sheep. The shepherds had no 401(k), no stock options, no
bloated bank account to speak of; they didn't have fabulous McMansions
awaiting them back in Bethlehem, only puny shacks in the part of town
where tourists put away their cameras. They weren't especially
qualified for upper-crust ways of life: not prone to much reading,
not prone to penning lengthy treatises, not equipped with degrees to
wave around or connections to boast. Their lives had more excrement
than excitement. They seldom came home with big stories.
They
were ordinary people, and they were doing an ordinary thing: staying
awake, all bleary-eyed and chilly and maybe nursing a headache, while
the sheep clomped and chomped and dozed beneath the stars. They were
just doing their job: another day, another dollar. They weren't
keeping a late-night prayer vigil in a monastery. They weren't out
climbing mountains to track down an elusive guru. They weren't
meditating to track down the elusive truth within. They weren't backpacking
through the Alps, weren't swimming with the sharks, weren't engaged
in great exploits. They weren't composing symphonies or deriving
Schrödinger's
equation. They weren't sailing a yacht or lounging by the pool or sunning themselves on a tropical beach.
They weren't attending a business seminar or absorbed in the latest
self-help book. They weren't saving lives in the operating room or perfecting their rhetoric before the
court. They were just going about their daily routine –
a mundane, often boring job, without much excitement or thrill, no
fame and acclaim. It was life as usual, trapped in the cold, dark
night with their preoccupations – what to eat, what to wear, how to
earn, how to tend to their wives and kids, how to resolve the latest
family drama or neighborhood dispute. Life as usual. Until it
wasn't.
That's
when “the glory of the Lord shone around them”
(Luke 2:9). The only other time we read that verb in the New
Testament, 'shone-around,' it's when Saul of Tarsus gets knocked on
his keister on the Damascus Road. A sudden brightness splits the
night on every side; it's like every blade of grass is the burning
bush at the foot of Mt. Sinai. Every molecule of oxygen in the air
suddenly glistens and sparkles. The very fabric of reality is
transfigured before their eyes. And their whole world lurches in a
direction they scarcely have the language to describe. In the Bible,
we know, the word for 'glory' means for something to be heavy – to
have significance and weight to it. The sun is glorious – not only
does it glow with light and beauty, but it exerts a gravitational
pull, causing the earth and other planets to orbit it. And we were
meant to orbit God in an orderly fashion; to have God at the heart of
our lives, with everything in the world, our worlds, arranged
harmoniously around him. But long ago, we broke free; we float
freely in the void of space, or find degenerate dwarf stars to orbit,
petty idols. And none can bring the light and warmth we crave, nor
can they keep us from colliding together or careening apart – so we have no
lasting peace, and we need a Savior to ensnare us again with God's
gravity for good.
That
night, this lowly band of shepherds found themselves suddenly
captured, not by the gravity of earth, but by the gravity of heaven –
like being suddenly teleported spitting distance from a solar flare.
No wonder they “feared a great fear”
(Luke 2:9)! They were disoriented, disconcerted, discombobulated, as
the whole world became alien to them, and they to it. And the
invasion of a heavenly military regiment, “rank on rank the host of
heaven,” certainly added to the reason for fear! But this invading
army came, not to let loose a war cry, but to chant the terms of a
peace treaty – offering “good news of great joy”
(Luke 2:10), that the Savior had finally arrived, the long-awaited
Lord Messiah, freshly born that very day (Luke 2:11). The age-old
puzzle of prophets had cracked open at last. And a strange mystery
flew out.
If
this were all the heavenly spokesangel said, it would be fantastic
news. A new king had been born – the king to end all kings. There
was dawn on the horizon. A new day was coming. Salvation, rescue,
was on the way. That's good news. That's great joy. But it would
affect the shepherds from afar. A king is concerned with war and
diplomacy, with the intricacies of geopolitics, with grand strategy
and domestic policy, with the honeyed syllables of Armani-clad
lobbyists and the tightly guarded security of a gilded palace. What
have shepherds to do with a king? When could a shepherd even see a
king, save from a distance from the back of a crowd? When would a
king take an interest in the troubles and travails of a ragtag crew
of shepherds, who scarcely constitute a voting bloc or a force slated
to sway public opinion? The birth of a new king, even a messiah, is
a good thing – but a distant good thing. Nice to know about, but a
newborn king is probably cordoned off by bars and bouncers in a
stately manor, dressed already in purple silk and gold adornments.
That's no place for shepherds.
Except...
except the angel says more. He specifies that this is “good
news of great joy that will be for all the people”
(Luke
2:10). He clarifies that this royal Messiah is born “unto
you”
(Luke 2:11). And the angel tells them that “this
will be a sign for you:
you will find a baby wrapped in swaddling cloths and lying in a
manger”
(Luke 2:12). That might be the most stunning thing the shepherds
hear. A newborn king, the
King of Kings – but he's not in a palace, a castle, an estate?
He's got no security detail? No Secret Service ready to gun down
intruders? There's no dress code and no waiting list? Because
that's exactly what this means. If the baby is napping in a manger,
it means he's in a peasant house – a house that looks exactly like
the one each shepherd calls home. And if the baby is wrapped in
swaddling cloths, it means he's dressed the exact same way each
shepherd was dressed at that age, and dressed his kids when they were
born.
It
means that this Messiah isn't walled off. The shepherds, for all
their humble station, wouldn't be cast aside as impure, too dirty and
diseased to be close to the baby. The shepherds wouldn't be thrust
out as unimportant, undeserving of the Messiah's time. The shepherds
wouldn't be rejected as unworthy, unqualified, denied access to his
presence. Because not only is the newborn King of Kings on the
scene, but he's wrapped like a peasant tyke in a peasant house, and
there might as well be a sign by the door saying “Shepherds Welcome.”
The
shepherds may be ordinary. They may be poor. They may be weak and weary.
They may be old and tired. They may carry a heart full of regret or
the scars and wounds of a rough life. They may have a grating laugh
or a drippy nose or their share of bad habits. But none of that is a
barrier to this mystery, the face of God on an infant skull, the Word
of God made flesh and blood with a full diaper. A Presence deeper
than physics, an Energy older than time and space, a Mind wise enough
to see body and soul in full detail, the world in all its dimensions
laid bare. The Unbounded and Incomprehensible, expressed fully as a
few pounds of muscle and bone and fat. Holy God, Holy Mighty, Holy
Immortal – snoozing tenderly and vulnerably in a feed trough, his
heartbeat audible, his pulse palpable. Mystery of Mysteries – with
shepherds welcome, along with all and sundry.
The
angels sing their song, and then they about-face and march back to
the stars and beyond (Luke 2:13-14). The brightness fades. The air
returns to its customary crispness, the grass resumes its dull green,
the heightened tension of earth confronted with heaven dissipates.
The shepherds are, once again, standing in an ordinary field, wearing
their ordinary clothes, surrounded by their ordinary sheep. But now
they know something they can't unknow. And that knowledge confronts
them with a choice. They have a decision to make. They can stay
put. They can keep watching the sheep. They can persist in life as
usual, now that the brightness has faded and all things look the way
they always did. They can convince themselves it was all a dream, or
be content with the theoretical awareness that somewhere out there is
a Savior. They can write that down in their diaries and then go
home, curl up in bed, and forget. They can take it for granted.
They can hope it comes in as handy trivia on a game show someday.
They can play catch with their kids, eat their wives' home cooking,
and otherwise do the very same thing they would have done if that
night had just stayed silent.
Or
they can do something about it. They can take action. They can
break character. They can take a leave of absence from the field,
from their customary and familiar turf, and go on a quest in pursuit
of a mystery. They can accept the invitation implicit in the angel's
words. They can go encounter the Incomprehensible. They can go see
“the image of
the invisible God, the firstborn of all creation”
(Colossians 1:15), “the
King of the ages, immortal, invisible, the only God”
(1 Timothy 1:17). They can go to meet the Mystery of Mysteries
themselves – and let their aching fingers be grasped in a Savior's
gentle grip.
These
shepherds chose that option, to “go
over to Bethlehem and see this thing that has happened”
(Luke 2:15). What's more, “they
went in haste”
to answer the invitation (Luke 2:16). They made no excuses to delay
their quest. They didn't complain of their frailty; they didn't
cling to their sheep, their livelihood; they didn't turn up their
noses or scrape the dirt; they didn't reason that surely the baby
would still be there in the morning. Even in the coldest, darkest
hours of night, they set worldly concerns aside and went in haste.
They went right then. No excuses. They refused to procrastinate any
longer. If only we'd do the same!
So
they went to Bethlehem. They followed the trail of the village
midwife, and the gossip of sleepy villagers who'd heard a woman grunt
and groan in labor during the night, disrupting their sleep. And
they found the place – they “found
Mary and Joseph, and the baby lying in a manger. And when they saw
it, they made known the saying that had been told them concerning
this child. And all who heard it wondered at what the shepherds told
them”
(Luke 2:16-18). No doubt, when the shepherds spilled the beans, Mary
explained to them her visit from Gabriel nine months earlier. No
doubt, after that, Joseph made mention of his angelic dream, and the
word he'd heard. Others were there, too. Maybe a couple nosy
neighbors. Maybe a few of Joseph's nieces, cousins.
The
point is, after the shepherds went off on their pursuit of a mystery,
and after they encountered the Mystery, they shared fellowship with
other Mystery-Meeters as well – with Mary, with Joseph, with
neighbors and family and all sorts of admirers of this Holy Child.
They testified, and were built up by the testimony of others, as they
gathered around this central point: the feed trough acting as a
makeshift bed for the King of the Ages. And all who were there were
listening, gazing, admiring, celebrating their encounter with the
Heart of Mystery.
From
there, the shepherds went back out into the fields. But not to life
as usual. “The
shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all they had
heard and seen, as it had been told them”
(Luke 2:20). They went forth and resumed their work, took up the
basic elements of their daily routine – but it was not like before.
This time, they went forth with a new life, defined not by poverty
but by mystery, glory, and praise. As they tended their flock
through the dawn hours, their work was infused with a new song to
sing. As they returned to their families, they cherished a light
that no night could ever fully overshadow, nor any gloom wholly
dampen. As they mingled with their neighbors, they had a story to
tell. And through all the days of their lives, wherever they went,
they knew they had peered behind the curtain, seen under the surface
of the universe, gazed into the infinity of God, and were welcome
guests of a Savior. They had encountered the Heart of Mystery and
found a Hope that does not, will not, cannot
disappoint (Romans 5:5). Their lives could never be what they were,
could never be defined by all the trappings and tinsel, but by the
mystery, glory, and praise that redirected their lives.
All
well and good for the shepherds. “Now
these things happened to them as an example, but they were written
down for our instruction, on whom the end of the ages has come”
(1 Corinthians 10:11). Who among us can't identify with the
shepherds out in those fields? We have plenty fields of our own –
our territory, where we work or live or dwell, wherever we sit
beneath the stars and toil. We've had cares aplenty – flocks to
tend, families to feed. We've had seasons of languishing in the
blackness of night, comforts torn away and exposed to the cold and
cruel realities of existence in a fallen world. We have “dwelt
in a land of deep darkness”
(Isaiah 9:2). And we look at ourselves, and we seem so ordinary, so
poor, so defective, so unqualified and unworthy.
But
then there came a day when everything lurched. It was unsettling.
It was uncomfortable. It was surprising. But we “who
walked in darkness”
then glimpsed “a
great light”
(Isaiah 9:2). God “shone
in our hearts to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God
in the face of Jesus Christ”
(2 Corinthians 4:6). Grace appeared. Maybe you couldn't identify
it, couldn't see it for what it was. But then someone explained that
it was good news – that even in the darkest night, there could be a
great joy beyond yourself, because a Rescuer had come to earth to
pull you back where you belong and put your fractured pieces back
together.
And
best of all, you heard, this same joy was every bit as accessible to
you
as to anybody else. You don't have to be the optimistic sort; you
don't need to be an extrovert; it doesn't require a naturally
religious temperament, if there even is such a thing. You don't have
to be already clean, already pure, already straight and sober and
sorted out and set. You don't have to get your act together first.
You don't need to qualify yourself, to pass some test. You don't
need to ace a quiz. You don't have to first establish your
credentials as a good person. You don't have to be replete with
resources. You don't have to be young, and you don't have to be old. You don't have to be rich, and you don't have to be poor. It
doesn't matter if you're an adult or a child, a man or a woman, if you're black or white
or any other hue of the human tapestry. How you vote, where you
work, what you think and feel – none are prerequisites to go “see
this thing that has happened”
(Luke 2:15).
And
each one of us had – each one of us still this very moment has
– a choice to make, as the shepherds did. It isn't a foregone
conclusion, to be taken for granted. We're free to hear the good
news and go about life as usual. We're free to make excuses why we
can't take part, why we can't show up, why it's all a great big
humbug, why there'll always be another chance, why it's too
unimportant to change our lives or too big for us to handle. You can
do that. You can go home today and forget all about it. You can
celebrate for a day or two and then let the swamp of routine suck you
in, and the burdens of life weigh you down, and the dark of night
close in. Your eyes will adjust to the gloom; your cloaks might
shield you some from the wind. You can stay put in that field, if you prefer.
Or
you can pursue a mystery. You can refuse to relent until you've met
him yourself, this King of Kings. You can leave your excuses in the
dirt and go place your hand in the Savior's grip. You can trust
yourself to the Mind wiser than creation, and rest yourself in the
Presence deeper than physics. You can gaze in admiration at the
sight of the Unbounded God wrapped in our humble rags, breathing our
air and breathing Heaven's Wind back into this earth. You, too, can
encounter the Mystery of Mysteries, King of Kings, and Lord of Lords.
You can fellowship with others caught in God's gravity, testifying
to what you've seen and heard – we're here to do just that every
Sunday. And as you go back to the field, to your family, to the
town, you can take a new life of mystery, glory, and praise with you,
like the shepherds did.
“Confess
with your mouth”
that this baby wrapped in peasant rags and resting in a Bethlehem
manger is Christ the Lord, and “believe
in your heart,”
with all your heart, that not only was he born to the Blessed Virgin
Mary in Bethlehem, but he grew up, taught wisdom, healed the broken,
entered death for you and blew a God-shaped hole in the other side –
just confess that, trust that, rely on that, gather around that,
follow that, and “you
will be saved”
(Romans 10:9). You'll be gripped by a Savior, caught with God's
gravity, joined to reality's royal family, you'll mingle with saints – and
you'll touch a Mystery of Mercy who will save you and change you in
ways you never dreamed possible. Only in the Mystery's Mercy can there ever be peace on earth. I hope with all my heart that, like
the shepherds, that choice is the one you make today and every day.
Don't let this day, this night, pass you by without a new life. Go
therefore in peace and awe-struck wonder, “glorifying
and praising God” for
all you've seen and heard (Luke 2:20). Go to spread a merry Christmas. Amen.
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