It had been a drizzly
autumn day. And now it was a chilling autumn night. For this little
sheep, not a pleasant one. This little sheep felt a rumbling in his
stomach. This little sheep panted with thirst. This little sheep
was shivering and anxious. This little sheep was hurting and stuck.
It had started the morning before. He thought he'd seen a greener
patch of grass over by the ridge. But mean ol' Shepherd wouldn't
take the flock there. This little sheep had been quite frustrated.
This little sheep had a rebellious streak. So this little sheep had
parted ways with the flock and gone over for a tasty bite. It had
been easy to slip away from the back of the flock. And it had been
easy to slip and fall over the ridge's rock. And down this little
sheep had tumbled, tumbled, over stone and root and withered
dandelion tuft, into a dry and shady place where even the grass was
dusty.
This little sheep tried
to get up. This little sheep had fractured a leg. So this little
sheep struggled and struggled to get back up the hill – and this
little sheep just couldn't. He looked to and fro. But nothing was
familiar. This little sheep started to panic. He wanted to convince
himself he didn't need Shepherd. This little sheep calmed himself as
best he could, made one more valiant effort – and he tumbled again,
tumbled head over heels, down further – and then it hurt worse.
This little sheep opened
his eyes and twisted his head. All round about his matted fleece
were thorns on living wires – a briar patch, he saw – and such
was his hunger, he twisted round and tried to take a bite. It
pricked his mouth, made him taste iron on his tongue – and the
briars were sour and decayed. But this little sheep wasn't in a
position to even reach the thorns holding him tight. Like it or not,
this little sheep was stuck. And so he laid his weary little body
down in resignation. Hours passed. He tried to convince himself of
all the perks of his new thorny home. But deep down, he knew it
wasn't true. The sun grew high in the sky, high enough to pierce the
shade. But it only brought heat. And then the sun moved far behind
him, and the light grew dim. His leg still hurt. Everything hurt.
And as the sun set, the air grew cold. And this little sheepish
heart raced as he heard behind him in the distance an ominous chorus
of howls. But this little sheep, whose struggles only bound him more
and more tightly to the briars, could do nothing but wait and lament.
A couple hours earlier,
having reached the edge of the desert, a shepherd and his apprentice
saw fit to carry out a little census of their flock. There was Lumpy
– he was never far behind. There was Frisky – never far from
Lumpy. There were Fluffy and Drowsy and Flighty and Trippy, Shaky
and Nosy and Peace Boy and, yes, even Steve. And so on it went –
the shepherd knew his flock by name, recognized the minute details in
the contours of all their faces, could even recognize many by tail
alone. As he passed through the flock, he recited the names to his
apprentice. And then he reached the end. And he knew his fears were
confirmed. Ninety-nine names had passed his lips. And that was the
wrong number.
“Benjamin,” he said
to his apprentice, “take good care of them 'til I come back. If it
gets dark, go to the village and put them in the pen yourself. You
can do this. I believe in you. But my heart is sick thinking of
that little sheep lost out in the cold.” And so, leaving the
ninety-nine in his teenage apprentice's care, he began to race to
retrace the day's steps in search of the one. This little sheep, he
thought to himself, wasn't the biggest in the flock. Not quite the
smallest, but on the runty side. He certainly wasn't the strongest.
He wasn't the friendliest. Certainly not the best behaved by any
stretch of the imagination. But this sheep was his. And in its
absence, his heart was pained with grief; it beat thunderously within
him. As he scoured the slim grasslands mowed low by his flock's
passage, memories flooded back. The day that little sheep was born.
The first tottering steps. Some funny antics of a prancing lamb.
Adventures and misadventures. A tear of concern trickled down his
cheek. As he roved, he called out this little sheep's name.
He passed south of
another village, where coincidentally, a similar tear of concern was
sliding down the cheek of an old widow. Early that afternoon, a
couple hours after the shepherd's sheep had slipped away, the widow
had come to a bitter realization. She had only ten drachmae
to her name, ten silver coins to spell all her wealth – but only
nine were accounted for. She looked down at the dirt floor. It
would be so easy for a coin to get lost down there. And this was no
small value. This was no penny, no nickel. For her, this was two
days' pay of what she could get for her hired weaving, her meager
livelihood. Two days of work, amounting to a tenth of all her
savings! She thought of where she might have been outside the home,
but no – no, best to look here first. And so, as daylight filtered
lazily through her slender window holes, she took up a broom and
started sweeping – first turning over the top layer of dirt
anywhere she could see, then scraping in every nook and every cranny,
bending low to inspect with her blurred and hazy sight. Neighbors
came calling – she could only wave them away. Today was no day for
frivolities. Today was no day for togetherness. Today was not even
a day for weaving. Her sustenance was in jeopardy. Sweep. Sweep.
Sweep.
A
mile west of the village, in the chill of night, a little sheep in a
briar patch had been trying to shut his ears, trying to block out the
slowly approaching howls. But then, through his little ears came a
lofty and familiar sound. His ears perked up to catch it, sailing
overhead. “Dopey! Dopey!” His name! His name, his name –
Shepherd was calling his name! He bleated feebly in answer. He
struggled again to stand up, but the briars had too tight a grip on
him. He bleated again. Up above, the shepherd heard that sound, and
a sense of relief spread over him. That dopey little sheep was
alive!
The
sickness in his stomach began passing away as he peered over the
ridge. He climbed down until he could see the sheep, wool a bit
bloodied, stuck in the thorns. Whispering softly to reassure Dopey,
the shepherd pulled out a knife and cut away the briars. Squinting
in the darkness and feeling with his fingers, he felt the fractures
in Dopey's leg bones. He felt Dopey's quivering, labored breathing.
But he managed to cut Dopey free. Tenderly picking up the little
sheep, the shepherd draped him across his shoulders and the back of
his neck, climbed the steep rocky incline toward the ridge, and then
began the midnight trek back home.
Dopey,
for his part, was so relieved to have been found – so relieved to
have a protector – so relieved to be safe from the elements and
safe from the wolves. He breathed a sigh of relief and rested his
weight fully and fully contentedly on Shepherd's strong shoulders.
And then he felt a curious shaking, bouncing him wincingly up and
down. And he couldn't understand what was happening to Shepherd.
Until he heard the sound. The shepherd, you see, was laughing –
the laughter that only grief giving way to relief can produce. And
tears no longer of concern but of joy slid down his cheeks as he
walked through the early morning hours.
That
very hour, as he passed south of a village, a woman there had similar
tears carving their way through the wrinkled canyons of her face.
And so, too, did her shoulders shake like the shepherd's shoulders,
for much the same reason. Drawing up her candle, she held it near
her other hand, wherein her knotted arthritic fingers felt metal
wedged in a narrow crack. Prying it loose, she held it to the soft
candlelight. She rubbed aside the dirt – and she saw a reassuring
gleam. Her tenth drachma
had been lost – but now her coin was found! And so what could she
do but laugh and laugh and laugh?
As
a new crisp autumn day dawned, two people in two villages called
together two sets of friends, family, and neighbors. With relief
like they felt, with joy like they knew, how could it not be shared?
“Rejoice with me,”
he said to his apprentice and his neighbors, “for I have
found my sheep that was lost!”
“Rejoice with me,” she
told the neighbor women, “for I have found the coin that
I had lost!” Their joy cared
little for expense. All that mattered was that right was restored –
it was as right as an estranged son finding his way back home. It
was too right, too good, too true, too beautiful, to let the
opportunity for a party go to waste.
Stories
like these need no GPS coordinates, no latitude and longitude; they
don't have to be placed on a calendar or measured by the regnal years
of kings and queens. They need no names. Stories like these could
happen, did happen, in any and every village since time immemorial.
And that's why Jesus told stories like these. They had that air of
familiarity; they were instantly relatable. But he told them from
his grief and disquiet. As the crowds had gathered 'round, as tax
collectors and thieves and an assortment of notorious ne'er-do-wells
hung on his every word about his Father, a cadre of religious
experts, with greedy, prideful hearts as filthy as rotting corpses,
but outwardly plastered over with a pretty facade, mocked and
grumbled and murmured their noisy complaints. Jesus heard them all
too well.
“This
man, this Jesus, has no discernment. He teaches all and sundry. He
revels in impropriety. He squanders his fellowship on bad company.
He associates with the filthy. He calls thieves and ruffians and
killers his friends. He's close with loose women. He pitches his
tent in flyover country and hangs out in dark alleys in the city's
seedy underbelly. He drinks with rednecks and wastes his time with
hillbillies and outlaws. He goes to all the wrong parties. This
Jesus character, you see – he welcomes sinners, approves of them,
endorses them, even eats with them! And in this we know what kind of
man he is, for did not the sages say, 'Let a man never associate with
a wicked person, not even for the purpose of bringing him near to the
Torah'?”
Oh,
Jesus heard their gripes and snipes, their scornful complaints. And
sometimes, at least I imagine, he might have wanted to pry their
eyelids open and make them see what he saw! If these callous
Pharisees and scribes have the earthly sense to recognize the joyous
tears in a shepherd's eye as he carries his lost sheep home, and if
they can understand and appreciate the laughter in a widow's voice as
she sees silver where she feared was only dirt, if they can grasp
these ordinary, day-to-day celebrations of finding what was lost, how
is it they can be so blind to the same tears and laughter writ large
in his Father's heart? Don't they see? Don't they get it, these
Pharisees? For what other reason was the Messiah to come, but to
seek out and save the lost (cf. Luke 19:10)? What kind of god have
they been worshipping? How can they be so blind not to know that
there's no God but a God on the hunt?
But
enough of lambasting the Pharisees. O church, can you see what they
couldn't? Do you know what tears of joy were shed, and what laughter
boomed in all the halls of heaven the day each one of you went from
lost to found? Do you understand this truth, that “there
is joy before the angels of God over one sinner who repents”
(Luke 15:10)? That day you were saved, that day you were found –
it was a pretext for the angels to party with their Maker! They blew
the trumpets, they banged the drums, they broke out the champagne,
they held a parade over gold-paved roads from one pearly gate to the
next – and it was all because of the laughter of God when he cut
you loose, picked you up, and carried you all through your darkest
night back to his fold, his church! The angels soaked up his howls
of delight as he brushed off the dirt and saw you shine! But do you
realize it today, brothers and sisters, that you've been the occasion
for such a shindig way up yonder, all because you repented and
believed – all because, when you raised your clenched fist, he
opened up your hand to receive his gift?
Mike,
let me ask you something. You and Wanda have your fair share of
furry critters sharing a home with you. Suppose Baby Girl slipped
out the door and got loose in the neighborhood – maybe stuck in
some bush, you don't know where. Would Wanda be indifferent to the
whole situation? Can you ever see Wanda getting that news and
saying, 'Good riddance'? Even if Baby Girl had started biting, even
if she'd begun ignoring the litter box, whatever the case, wouldn't
Wanda still be desperate for Baby Girl's return? And Mike, would
your wife give you any rest 'til you spent day and night with her in
the hunt?
And Jesse, if one week your paycheck from Rocky Ridge slips behind the fridge, way in the back where you can't reach (even with a yardstick going underneath), wouldn't you move the darn thing out of the way? Wouldn't you slide it away, wouldn't you lower yourself down and squat among the dust bunnies to reclaim your treasure?
Who among us wouldn't be sick over a lost household pet? Who among us wouldn't get dirty to fetch a missing paycheck? Who among us wouldn't go on the hunt?
And Jesse, if one week your paycheck from Rocky Ridge slips behind the fridge, way in the back where you can't reach (even with a yardstick going underneath), wouldn't you move the darn thing out of the way? Wouldn't you slide it away, wouldn't you lower yourself down and squat among the dust bunnies to reclaim your treasure?
Who among us wouldn't be sick over a lost household pet? Who among us wouldn't get dirty to fetch a missing paycheck? Who among us wouldn't go on the hunt?
We
know these things! So how can we see less in our Father's heart?
Didn't the divine glory kneel among dust bunnies, move heaven and
earth with the leverage of his cross, shove a stone from his path,
all to reclaim what's his? And when he calls us to the hunt for his
strays, how can we look down on what our Father treasures? And how
can we stay aloof from the celebration when a stray is brought home?
The
Pharisees saw tax collectors and sinners. The Pharisees saw addicts,
gluttons, liars, thieves, killers, loose women, gays, atheists,
pagans, drunks, rednecks and hillbillies and outlaws – they saw
dirt all the way through, because they saw them only through a sneer
and a squint, and their own eyelids were dirty on the inside. But
Jesus saw lost sheep who belong in his fold, lost coins who belong in
his treasury, and lost sons and daughters who belong at home with
their Father. He came for no other reason. He aims to implement a
No Lost Sheep Left Behind policy. God is on the hunt, lookin' for a
laugh to share with the angels when another lost treasure is found
and another lost critter gets carted home – no matter how wild, no
matter how woolly.
What
about us? What do we see? Are we the voice of judgment or the arms
of welcome – love that does better than merely affirm the lost in
their lostness, love that goes far enough to invite the lost back
into the limelight of home? Do we only see dirt? Do we pass them
by? Do we murmur and complain about the notion of having 'that sort'
get too close? Or are we actively seeking them out, not as a
project, but as real live people to find – to eat with – to share
life with – to introduce to Jesus – to celebrate over? Are we
keeping aloof from the raucous parties and the uncouth dinners with
Jesus and the sinners, preferring our faux gentility and our
refinement? Or are we willing to venture into the rough-and-tumble
places where the kingdom of God is taking place? Are we content to
exclude, or do we long to include? Do we prefer talking points, or are we ready for
conversation? Make no mistake: God is on the hunt. The only
question here is whether we aim to join the hunt and join the party.
For in no other way can you laugh so happily with your Father... than by going with him on the hunt.
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