His heart was pounding.
The morning was still dark, save for the first touches of dawn coming
over the snowy summit of distant Mount Ararat. The rain in Islahiye, a
railway town on the Turkish side of the Syrian border, had been
falling for fifteen hours by now. And Fr. Grigoris Balakian had only
one thought on his mind: escape. Like the Prophet Ezekiel long
before him, he was an exile far from home. An Armenian priest,
rounded up and arrested in Constantinople and taken for a long march
across Turkey, destined for the Syrian desert. The Reverend Father
wasn't alone. They all were starved and dehydrated, and traumatized
by the things they'd seen and heard. Scenes of massacre. Reports of
death squads and eyeless bodies, cannibals and vultures. Fr.
Balakian's blood had chilled when an eyewitness claimed the police
soldiers were complicit. And he knew he had to escape.
And so on that rained-out
morning in April 1916, in the thick of the genocide against his
people, Fr. Balakian prepared a disguise, crept off a train, threw
aside his priestly overcoat under cover of darkness, knelt for a
brief prayer, met up with two other escapees, and rushed into the
forest, bound for the mountains and the life of a fugitive living
under a false identity as a German engineer. And what gave Grigoris
Balakian, vartabed in the
Armenian Apostolic Church, the courage and determination to escape,
for he and his compatriots to put themselves “in the good Lord's
hands” and confidently walk for hours into the unknown? In his own
words, “we banished every pessimistic thought and remained excited
by the indestructible hope of salvation.”
Hope
is a powerful thing. And in hard times especially, you dare not lose
it – or you might not make it through. Fr. Balakian knew that.
And many centuries earlier, scattered throughout the very lands
through which he and his friends had been made to march on their way
down to Islahiye, a beleaguered network of local Christian
communities in cities and villages were likewise struggling to hang
on to hope. They were facing hard times – abused, robbed,
harassed, mocked, socially excluded, hearing reports of violence
against Christians, fearing no guarantee of the protection of law.
And they weren't sure they could keep holding on to hope – maybe
you know the feeling. Would their hope prove so indestructible as
what Fr. Balakian would find?
It
was into a situation like that that a letter began making the rounds,
village to village, through five provinces in what today we'd call
Turkey. The letter carried the voice of none other than Simon Peter,
a recent arrival in the empire's capital, with help from Paul's
colleague Silvanus. And this letter from “Peter, an
apostle of Jesus Christ,” made
its rounds through Christian communities scattered in “Pontus,
Galatia, Cappadocia, Asia, and Bithynia.”
We don't know much about those who read it. Scholars can't agree
whether they were mainly Jewish or mainly Gentile. Scholars can't
agree whether they first met Peter during a missionary journey he
took through those provinces decades earlier or whether they were
deported there from Rome. But they didn't fit in. They were looked
on as outsiders to the place they called home. And they were scared
and suffering through fiery trials. And so Peter wrote to them, with
a compassionate heart to feed Christ's frightened lambs.
And
he called them something strange. “Elect exiles,”
maybe your Bible says (1 Peter 1:1). On the one hand, they were
outcasts. They were foreigners. They didn't belong. Geographically
or socially, they were far, far from the center of things. The word
Peter uses here – it suggests people who are not permanent
residents. They come, they settle for a little while, and they move
along. They're in temporary housing, in other words. And that's who
these believers are. The place where they find themselves, where
they struggle to fit in and lay low, this whole society, is just
temporary housing for them; they have no lasting place there. And it
would be easy to conclude, as most of their neighbors surely did and
as maybe some of them did, that they were unimportant. That they
didn't matter. And yet Peter adds the word 'elect' – 'chosen.'
The outsiders had been handpicked for rescue, for obedient living,
for life-changing and world-changing things orchestrated by Father
and Son and Holy Spirit (1 Peter 1:2).
That's
true of us, too, by the way. We have a lot to learn from Peter's
letter. I admit, we live in a cozy place. A place where the
professing Christians are many – so many, I have a hard time around
here finding too many people who don't claim to be one! And that
sounds very unlike what this letter's original audience was living
through. But it still only masks the truth: we're in temporary
housing. Relative to the larger society, we won't quite fit in –
not if we take Jesus seriously. And in the grip of a big culture –
big politics, big business, big media, big entertainment and all
sorts of other industries and institutions and forces at work in the
twenty-first century world – it would be easy for us to conclude
that, because we're outside the mainstream and because we live in a
seldom-considered, out-of-the-way place, that we're unimportant. But
we, too, are God's elect – we're chosen, handpicked, by the Trinity
for life-changing and world-changing things. And the same deep
truths that Peter unpacks for Christian villagers then, he unpacks
for believing villagers and town-dwellers now – whether we live in
Pontus or Salisbury Township, Bithynia or Leacock, Galatia or East
Earl.
And
the first deep truth he gets to is that God, “according
to his great mercy, has caused us to be born again”
(1 Peter 1:3). He uses a weird, rare word – literally, God has
caused us to be re-begotten, to be conceived and born all over again.
And Peter goes on to say that we've been “born again,
not of perishable seed but of imperishable, through the living and
abiding word of God” (1 Peter
1:23), which is the good news of Jesus. It's a strange-sounding
thing to say. But what Peter is saying is a radical thing he first
heard from his Master. 'Born again' – we use those words so
flippantly, we're so comfortable with them, we miss what they mean.
In the world where Peter lived, who you were – your character, your
status, your identity – was in large part fixed at birth. There
was no such thing as change, no such thing as reinventing yourself.
Who you were born to be is who you were. Birth is destiny.
And
then along comes this strange group of outcasts who start talking
about being born again – getting a new identity, totally
restructured – not a fake identity, like the German soldier Fr.
Balakian posed as, but a real new identity, a new self, a new life.
A new self made of a new stuff – that's what Peter means when he
talks about 'imperishable seed.' Jesus died for you – and his
blood was sprinkled to seal a new covenant. And then he rose from
the dead. That's the crux of the gospel – it's the living and
abiding word of God – and it's the power through which we can be
re-begotten. If you believe, if you trust, if you follow Jesus, if
you've given your life to him and let him tear it down and give you a
new one, that's exactly what's happened to you. That's what it means
to be born again. You are not your past. You are not who you were.
You are not what you've done. In being born again, all your old
shame, all your past sins, belong to someone who no longer exists.
What you were born to be the first time around – it doesn't matter.
If you were born and raised into the farm life, into riches or
poverty, into slavery or prejudice, into drugs or crime – whatever
it was, you are re-begotten through the resurrection of Jesus, a
Messiah who left the company of the dead behind and raced into an
indestructible life. You are not who you were. You are forever new.
What's
more, Peter says, you are re-begotten, born again, to an inheritance.
The word he used here is the same one Greek-speaking Jews used when
they retold the story of their ancestors approaching the Promised
Land, the fruitful place promised to their fathers where they could
put down roots and live in peace, after all their listless
wanderings. That was their inheritance, and all the generous bounty
contained within it – sweet water, planted trees, walled cities,
great treasure, all ready for inheriting. The Promised Land and all
it holds – that was what they meant by their inheritance.
And
Peter turns to these rootless Christians, excluded and unwelcomed in
their society, possibly already deported once and with the prospect
of more sufferings to come, and he says: You have an inheritance,
too. You have a homeland all your own, with all that's in it. Only
it's not one patch of dirt in the Middle East. No, it's much better.
Unlike your property here, it's imperishable – it won't wither,
won't die out, won't collapse or shrivel. Unlike the stuff you're
used to, it can't be contaminated, can't spoil, can't go bad, can't
be corrupted or damaged or polluted. Unlike this world's lands and
things, it can't be extinguished, can't be snuffed out, can't be
stolen or supplanted.
This inheritance is “imperishable
and undefiled and unfading” –
three words Peter uses that, among Greek thinkers, described the
realm of the gods. And Peter says that's what their homeland is.
It's the new creation, the pattern and quality of the new heaven and
new earth; and already, it's safeguarded in God's heavenly
storehouse, beyond the reach of earthly powers, where neither moth
nor rust can destroy, nor thieves break in and steal (1 Peter 1:4;
cf. Matthew 6:20). That's what we have waiting for us – what we'll
find when it comes busting out of storage for us. It's on lay-away.
You have an inheritance. No one will fight you for it. No one will
steal it. No one will break it. No one will ruin it. It won't die,
it won't fade, it won't get old. None of that is possible. No
matter what happens to your land or house or property here, you have
something divine waiting for you – a place you can really call
'home.'
What's
more, in the middle of our suffering, in the middle of our worldly
exclusion, in the middle of our doubts and questions and anxieties
and fears, Peter tells us that there's a rescue operation on the
horizon – words that must have been music to Fr. Balakian's ears a
century ago. It's a “salvation ready to be revealed in
the last time,” Peter says.
This big rescue, this big 'yes' to whom we are in Christ, is already
set. God has no need of further planning. Unlike your pastor, he
doesn't procrastinate! God has no need to work out further
logistics. God has no need to gather supplies. This big rescue is
ready. It's complete, finished. All that remains is implementation
– or, as Peter says, unveiling. Like at a magic show, the real
work of the trick is already done; all that has to happen is for the
curtain the assistants are holding up to be dropped to the floor,
revealing the astounding change that's already taken place. And the
unveiling is scheduled for “the last time,” the final hour.
All
God asks of us is faith – faith to keep watching, faith not to turn
around or leave the theater and miss the big reveal. Faith like a
faith that makes a dangerous escape on an unknown forest road in the
rain. Fr. Balakian himself said: “What saved me was not an
unreserved belief in fate, but rather pure faith in providence.
Therefore I had to walk with powerful faith toward final salvation.”
So must we. And when we have that faith, we are protected by the
power of God – that's what Peter says. Read it for yourself: We
“by God's power are being guarded through faith for a
salvation ready to be revealed in the last time”
(1 Peter 1:5). Our inheritance, our promised homeland, is securely
stored in the heavens. But even better news is that you
are just as securely safeguarded – watched over diligently and
protected – as your inheritance. Keep living by faith, and the
chance of missing it is zero. You have been chosen to be re-begotten
into a new life with an inheritance waiting in store and a rescue
operation that's in the wings – you are not neglected, not unseen.
God has his eyes trained on you like a hawk, and nothing you go
through goes unnoticed. And he will protect you for what's to come.
And
in the meantime, Peter says, we've been born again to “a
living hope”
(1 Peter 1:3). He doesn't say 'a dead hope,' one that's long since
been crushed and defeated. He doesn't say 'an extinct hope,' one
that came to pass but has gone by and is relevant no longer. He
doesn't say 'an unborn hope,' one not even yet conceived, a hope in
the future with no relation to now. He says 'a living hope' –
alive and present
here and now. Final salvation already exists, on the other side of
the curtain, where we gaze in faith. And because of that, it totally
changes the terrain, and totally changes who we are and how we live.
Hope
is a synonym for the Christian life. For the new identity you have
as someone born again. You relate in faith, not to a passing society
or a fleeting arrangement of the world, but to a God who has the
final word – and has already whispered it behind the curtain. Our
whole reborn existence is a living declaration of hope. Just like
the Reverend Father Grigoris Balakian, whose escape from the train
and life as a fugitive was possible because he “remained excited by the indestructible hope
of salvation,” that's what your life is like. You must “walk with powerful
faith toward final salvation.” You have every
reason to be excited by an indestructible hope of salvation. Your
whole life consists in exactly such a hope, right here, right now, alive and
well and free.
Peter's
entire letter is going to unpack that for us, in so many different
ways, as we'll see in the coming months. He'll teach us, as people
who don't fit in, what it looks like when an “indestructible hope
of salvation” is alive in us, here and now. In these few verses,
he's just laid the groundwork. You may question your significance,
you may feel excluded, you may wonder if there's a place for you
anywhere, you may struggle to keep your head above the water, you may
look around at all your fleeting things as they fall apart and become
obsolete and you wonder if there's any real inheritance to be had or
any hope to live for or any way to be free of who you've been.
And
the answer is yes. Through no effort of your own, no planning by
you, God has “caused
you to be re-begotten to a living hope through the resurrection of
Jesus Christ from the dead, to an inheritance that's imperishable,
undefiled, and unfading, kept in heaven for you, who by God's power
are being guarded through faith for a salvation ready to be revealed
in the last time. In this you rejoice,”
in spite of any present trials! And with that ahead of us, as
guaranteed by the living and abiding word of God through which our
new life came, “blessed
be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ,”
who took one look at us and had great mercy indeed (1 Peter 1:3-6).
All praise and glory to God! “May
grace and peace be multiplied to you”
all. Amen.
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