It wasn't a day much like
today. The sun overhead was warm, without much regard to the season.
The streets of Pelusium, the 'city of silt,' were bustling – foot
traffic from the quays and baths, the workshops and kilns, the
temples and theaters, all mixed up together as Egyptians, Greeks, and
Jews roamed the city. It was the gate of Egypt, Pelusium was – a
fine city, dignified twenty-five years before by the Emperor Augustus
when he entered as its conqueror, having bested the armies of
Cleopatra and brought an end to centuries of rule by the Ptolemies.
And now Pelusium – or, as some locals called it, Peremoun,
the 'House of Amun' – enjoyed the benefits of the 'Roman peace,'
prospering as a trading post, littered with customs offices,
glassworks, brickworks, even tanks for raising fish for making fish
sauce, the Romans' favorite condiment.
In the streets of
Pelusium that day, a Jewish soldier patrols – as he always does –
while a pair of bare-headed priests of Zeus Kassios walk by. They
laugh as they suggest he enjoy some nice pork; he jokes back and
tells them he'll share it with them if he can add some onions – for
the priests of Zeus Kassios infamously avoid onion and garlic. The
soldier walks on, and as he does, he picks up the familiar sounds of
Aramaic – not a language he hears too often here in Pelusium, with
most speaking Greek or Coptic. The soldier leans against a wall and,
perhaps forgetting his better manners, eavesdrops for a while.
The speakers are a man
and his wife, traveling with one donkey and a toddler in tow; the
donkey loaded with a few parcels of supplies or goods, the toddler
clinging to his mother. The pair seem a bit on edge, this Yosef and
this Miriam – fleeing trouble in the homeland. Herod's doing, from
the sounds of it. The soldier isn't surprised – he knows Herod's
reputation, not just as a defender of Jewish rights abroad (though he
was that) but as a power-hungry beast desperate to rule 'til death and
willing to kill whomever necessary to keep his crown secure from
threat, no matter the collateral damage; and these aren't the first
fellow-Jews the soldier's seen pass through Pelusium looking for a
life beyond Herod's grasp.
From the sounds of it,
the soldier thinks, the man and his wife are deliberating where to go
next. Do they stay in Pelusium? They could, of course – it's a
fine trading town – though without too much of a Jewish cultural
life for them, other than a few soldiers guarding the road. So a
prolonged stay in Pelusium is probably out. So is Migdol – not
much there. They'll have to cross the Nile River Delta, but do they
then curve back and head south toward Leontopolis and Memphis? They
could stay near Babylon Fortress – it's not far from the Temple of
Onias, a religious shrine founded over a hundred years earlier by the
overlooked son of a Jerusalem high priest, who packed his bags for
Egypt with some friends and settled in. But, they seem to be saying,
they aren't too convinced that this second temple is legitimate:
There should be only one temple on earth, they say, to bear witness
that the Lord our God, the Lord is one. So maybe the land of Onias
isn't for them. They're still keeping their mind open about the
Babylon Fortress, though – three Roman legions are headquartered
there, but there's plenty of work for a Jewish craftsman in the area.
Or maybe they'll go further south to Oxyrhynchus, 'city of the
sharp-nosed fish,' the third-largest city in all Egypt; they've heard
there's a Jewish quarter there, and they're sure they'd fit right in.
But on the other hand, they say, there are Jewish enclaves in almost
every town in Egypt – they could settle anywhere.
Maybe even, if they feel
like migrating west for a couple weeks, they could reach Alexandria,
the jewel above all Egypt, where two of the city's five massive
districts are majority-Jewish, where synagogues abound through the
streets, where the Jewish community was self-governing. They knew
already of the Alexandrian Jewish community by reputation – after
all, the current high priest in Jerusalem, Herod's father-in-law
Simeon ben Boethus, grew up there. For any Jewish travelers, and
especially those of means looking to thrive in intellectual and
religious luxury, Alexandria was the place to be. As the soldier
listened in, the couple didn't seem to make much headway on their
deliberations, but they had time – just had to stop in Pelusium for
the evening to rest, and figure out the rest on the way, secure in
knowing that the prefecture of Gaius Turranius over Alexandria and
all Egypt was far, far preferable to the terror of the tyrant Herod.
For his part, I wonder if
the father of that family – Joseph – reflected scripturally on
what was happening. He'd had to uproot his family in the dead of
night from Bethlehem – woke up in a cold sweat after an angelic
vision, shook Mary awake, insisted they pack up their things and
leave within the hour. No one was happy – not him, not her, not
the boy. But they'd crept out in the stillness of night, them and
their donkey carrying all they had to survive on: the valuable gifts
of gold and frankincense and myrrh, more than enough of a financial
stockpile to see them through the next year and, when the coast was
clear, to buy a lasting home (cf. Matthew 2:13-15).
It was ironic, this trip
to Egypt. So many centuries ago – before Josiah, before Hezekiah,
before David, before Moses – the children of Israel had gone into
Egypt, seeking refuge from a famine in the land of their promise.
And who had led the way? Joseph, the son of Jacob the patriarch –
the Joseph who rose to grand stature in the kingdom. And now, all
these centuries later, Israel's Messiah – that toddler named Jesus, who summed up all Israel's heritage and destiny in himself
– was following their footsteps. And who was taking him into
Egypt? His mother's husband – also named Joseph, son of Jacob. A
fitting turn. And a few hundred years after Joseph led Israel into
Egypt, in the days of Moses, Israel made ready in the dark of night –
the night of the Passover and the slaughter of Egypt's firstborn –
to flee a land of tyranny for a haven of refuge. And just so, Joseph
and Mary now had to take Israel's Messiah in the dark of night – a
night of slaughter, aimed at their firstborn son – to flee a land
of tyranny for a haven of refuge. Only, in olden days, the land of
tyranny had been Pharaoh's Egypt, and the haven of refuge had been
the Promised Land. Now, the Promised Land itself had become a land
of tyranny under Herod's deranged grip – leaving Egypt to offer
itself as a haven of refuge for the oppressed yearning to breathe
free. What a twist.
Where in Egypt did they
settle, Joseph and Mary and the little boy named Jesus? Truth be
told, we don't know. They surely had to pass through Pelusium –
the main road from Judea into Egypt led there – but they had their
share of options. Some traditions name a few places, but other
possibilities are likely. Wherever they went, it may not have been
for long. No more than a year at most, and maybe only a few months
or even less. Herod most likely died the next March or April.
Jesus' stay in Egypt, that sandy land of mystery and magic, was not a
lengthy one.
And to onlookers, he was
an insignificant boy led around by an ordinary Palestinian Jewish
family fleeing for refuge in a strange land – another province
under the power of the same empire, to be sure, but a strange land
nonetheless – seeking a home and a people amidst a dizzying array
of bizarre cults and dusty trails. To onlookers, this trio of
travelers was a blip on the radar – one more hungry set of
foreigners, hardly worth a second glance in a crowded street, hardly
worth extra consideration at a booked guesthouse, hardly worth more
than they could barter or trade – reduced to their economic value,
judged on how poorly or well they fit in, viewed as one more sign of
foreign admixture, a reason for native Egyptians not to feel quite at
home in their old country anymore.
But in whatever town or
city or district they settled, or down whatever street they walked or
rode, there's a bold and dazzling truth no Copt or Greek or Roman or
even Jew knew. And that truth was this: That, in the guise of a
foreign toddler in the arms of a migrant couple searching for refuge,
God had come to Egypt. No one in Pelusium or Memphis or Oxyrhynchus
or Alexandria or in all the land of Egypt had the foggiest notion
that, for however many months these insignificant strangers dwelt in
the land, they had physically smuggled God into the country – the
God of galaxies and gravity, of avalanches and atoms, actually
present in such a way that any Egyptian could tousle God's hair or say
to God, “Uh-oh, got your nose!” God had been smuggled, in the flesh,
right into the streets and sands of Egypt. And no one was the wiser.
No one in Egypt. No one in Rome. And no one in Judea, who assumed
that, if you wanted to approach the presence of God on earth, the
closest avenue was either the gleaming temple Herod expanded in
Jerusalem, wherein the fragrant incense ascended alongside the smoke
of many sacrifices, or else in the virtual temple entered by Jews
studying scripture's sacred speech. But for that year, or a part of
that year, the nearest approach to God wasn't where you'd expect. It
was in a land of pagan mystery, among a scarcely noticed family of
Jewish foreigners, in the eyes of a little boy.
The prophets had surely
hinted. Isaiah had seen: “Behold, the LORD
is riding on a swift cloud and comes to Egypt. … In that day there
will be five cities in the land of Egypt that speak the language of
Canaan and swear allegiance to the LORD
of hosts. … In that day there will be an altar to the LORD
in the midst of the land of Egypt, and a pillar to the LORD
at its border..., and the LORD will
make himself known to the Egyptians, and the Egyptians will know the
LORD in that day and worship with
sacrifice and offering, and they will make vows to the LORD
and perform them” (Isaiah
19:1-21). And Hosea, reflecting on the story of Israel, sang, “Out
of Egypt I have called my son”
(Hosea 11:1b).
Still,
no one would have expected. For the prophet Jeremiah, return to
Egypt was forbidden: “As my anger and my wrath were
poured out on the inhabitants of Jerusalem, so my wrath will be
poured out on you when you go to Egypt: You shall become an
execration, a horror, a curse, and a taunt”
(Jeremiah 42:18). For the prophet Ezekiel, Egypt was a target of
judgment: “I will set fire to Egypt; Pelusium shall be in
great agony, Thebes shall be breached, and Memphis shall face enemies
by day. … Thus I will execute judgments on Egypt; then they will
know that I am the LORD”
(Ezekiel 30:16-19). And even for the prophet Hosea, returning to
Egypt was a punishment for sin – a “going away into
destruction” (Hosea 9:6). Who
would have expected that Egypt was the place to encounter God? It
was, maybe, the unlikeliest place on earth. But in Jesus Christ, we
have a God who tends to turn up in unlikely places. The Pharisees
would never have guessed it. The scribes would never have guessed
it. The priesthood would never have guessed it. Herod would never
have guessed it. The Egyptians would never have guessed it. We
would never have guessed it. But there he was – God in the flesh,
living incognito in Egypt.
God
doesn't always turn up where we expect him. Which can be
frustrating. Sometimes we tend to assume that his presence is at our
beck and call – we follow our religious duties, and he'll turn up
in nice, predictable ways, in just the places we've made ready for
him, the places we've duly cleaned and padded and reserved for him.
He does, sometimes. But not as often as we can delude ourselves into
thinking. We can so quickly figure that God will show up when and
where we've prepared for him to, when and where we expect him to –
and then become dismayed or discouraged when that's not where he is.
He isn't always in the likely places.
And
God has a penchant for turning up where we don't expect him. Where
do we expect to find God? Where do we expect to not? And what do we
do when we have those categories nicely delineated and
differentiated, and then God goes messing everything up by getting
our categories all confused? Maybe one place we seldom expect to
meet God is in the dangerous darkness – out in the slick and
heart-pounding roads, out in the sudden falls and shadowy valleys.
We don't expect to find God when we can't so much as find our own
hands and our own feet, after all. But there, as we grope blindly
through the mysteries of life, as we spin beyond control and lose our
way, we may just unexpectedly trip over God at the midnight of our
souls.
Nor
do we expect to find God in the midst of our suffering. Oh, when we
suffer, we may call out to God, asking him to call us away from our
suffering so that we can meet him. But finding God in
the suffering – that's a very different thing. Not at all our
preference. Diving into the wound, where it's most painful and
messy, digging around in the rawness of it all – that's hardly
where we expect to find God pitching his tent. And yet, as we face
what hurts most, as we reach out and embrace the torment that dogs
us, as we stretch for the breath we can't catch and brace ourselves
for the hit – well, we hardly expect to find God there, any more
than we would have expected to meet him in Egypt. But sometimes,
just sometimes, the middle of the suffering, the break in the bone
and the gore of the wound, is where he's hidden himself away, waiting
incognito in the pain to meet us.
Nor
do we expect to find God when we're caught in our shame. Those are
the moments we feel furthest from God – when all our hypocrisies
are exposed, when all our secrets are laid bare, when we've messed up
and made fools of ourselves, when we're embarrassed and humiliated
and can't bear to lean into it; when all we want to do is run away
and hide. And yet, sometimes, unexpectedly, the closest approach to
God is found in open shame – not in our dignity, but when our
dignity is ripped away, when we have nothing to hold onto, then,
unexpectedly, does God come bounding in, maybe when we feel least
ready to see and be seen, but there he is, when we're caught in our
shame.
Nor
do we expect to find God in bread broken and shared with the hungry
and alone. People who are different from us – they may tend to
bother us. The language they speak or dialect they use, the habits
they've developed, the hygiene they display, the shade of their skin
or shape of their features, all the man-made markers that make up the
organization of our society. What Egyptian, two thousand years ago,
would have thought that, by tearing bread and passing some to an
immigrant family from Judea, a man and woman and child, they'd
thereby be having fellowship with the Lord God Omnipotent? And
today, we seldom figure that, in reaching across the political aisle,
God may show up; that, in singing songs with speakers of a language
not our own, God may show up; that there may be no closer approach to
God than, unexpectedly, by way of fellowship with the poor and
poorly, the foreign and forlorn and forgotten, the hurting and
heartbroken and homeless, as with brothers and sisters and beloved
neighbors. We have all sorts of excuses – the fear, the distaste,
the unpleasantness, the risk – all pointing, at root, to our lack
of expectation of finding God in those encounters. And yet, for all
our excuses, there might God be found where we least expect him –
and more's the pity when we miss the meeting.
No,
God doesn't always show up where we expect him, where we've made
ready for him. Sometimes, God is best found in the unlikely places,
where we least expect. Even Egypt. Even the inner city. Even the
trailer park and the country hills. Even the graveyard and the
hospice. Even the homeless shelter and the storefront. Even the
crevices of a struggling soul beneath the skin-thin self-sufficiency
we all wear. What will you do to avoid passing God by when he's so
unexpected you don't recognize him? What will you do when he
surprises you in a place you didn't think he'd go? For he's a God
who ventures to unlikely places. Don't miss him. Meet him, not
where you'd like him to be, not where you feel comfortable keeping
him, but where he is. Amen.
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