A few years after the
close the Second World War, a young Egyptian pharmacist made a
drastic decision. He'd graduated from the University of Cairo four
years earlier. In those opening years of his career, he'd done quite
well for himself. Two pharmacies. Two houses. Two cars. All
property of Dr. Youssef Eskander. Seemed like he had all he could
want. But he felt a call. There was something more in life. He
knew it. He just wasn't ready, wanted to hide from the choice that
could cost him everything. Finally, some friends persuaded him to
join them in visiting the monastery on the side of a nearby mountain.
A famous mountain. Mt. Sinai. Youssef got in the car, and in the
early hours of darkness they began to drive up the mountain road.
Slowly, Youssef felt an increasing discomfort, and when he yelled for
the driver to stop, and he got out and looked, he found that his
discomfort had been from God: they were just seconds from driving off
a cliff.
Shaken and stirred, it
wasn't long before Youssef confirmed his decision. He wanted to know
this God who had been such a rescuer to him. But Youssef was so
easily distracted by long hours of work, by money's enslaving
influence and all the cares of the world. Tormented in his soul,
he'd thought about becoming a sailor or a camel-driver. But Youssef
resolved for even more simplicity. After consulting an Ethiopian
bishop, he committed himself to become a monk. It was August 1948
when he left everything behind – his pharmacies, his houses, his
cars – and traded the name 'Youssef Eskander' for a simpler one:
'Matta.' He moved out to the desert to a solitary life. Him, a few
other monks, and most importantly, his Bible.
Matta later said that
he'd withdrawn from society with his face set resolutely toward his
dream, which was the Bible itself and nothing less. The Bible and
prayer. He would spend the day reading the Bible, over and over
again – sometimes fifty chapters a day. He felt overwhelmed by it,
even so – wondering if he could ever come to plumb the depths of
the Old and New Testaments in all their splendor, even if he lived
the years of Methuselah. And every time he opened it, he would say a
prayer. And the prayer went something like this:
O
Lord, this Bible was written for me, and it has lasted all this time
– close to two thousand years – till I arrived and found it. I
thank you, God, that you have brought the Bible all the way to me,
and even in printed form! This Bible is mine.
All of its books, beginning with Genesis, were written for
me. Does it make sense that I
die while having not read one of these books? No, Lord. I must
read the entirety of both the New and Old Testaments. Abraham is my
own father.
Reflecting years later on
his journey through the Bible, Matta said that it shook him
tremendously – that it was for him, that it revealed his faults and
his sins and his soul and his Savior. Looking back years later,
Matta said, “In the beginning, the Bible began to open itself to me
little by little, and how happy I felt when I found Christ speaking
to me through those words! … I sensed that the words were pointed
at me; and for the first time, my life began to take shape. My mind
took focus; my spirit awakened; and it dawned on me that my salvation
and the rectification of my life, its renewal and empowerment, would
only come by way of the Bible.”
In those early years, he
says, he “made [his] way from book to book,” – that he “passed
through the entire Bible, event by event, verse by verse, name by
name – and found that it all belonged to me. I also found,” he
said, “that I bore a personal relationship to each father and saint
in the Bible, even were it only a small one, even if it were only the
privilege of loosening his sandal-strap.” Using the only notepad
and the only pen in the whole monastery, he underlined verse after
verse and took careful notes. What he discovered was that “the
only thing that could satisfy was God's Word.” He realized daily
“the absolute necessity of reading the Bible.”
The Apostle Paul would've
seen eye-to-eye with Matta on this one. In fact, Paul said something
not so unlike it himself. In today's passage, listen to what Paul
says: “Whatever was written in former days was written for our
instruction, that through endurance and through encouragement from
the Scriptures we might have hope”
(Romans 15:4). When Paul opens his Bible, what does he see? What
does he want the believers in first-century Rome – this diverse and
divided church network, filled with division and condemnation –
what does Paul want them to see when they take out their Bibles?
What does he want us to see when we grab ours?
The
entire Old Testament is covered by that phrase, “Whatever
was written in former days,” “As much as was written in the
past.” Any passage out of the
Old Testament – Paul doesn't want to leave any of it out. And the
first thing he sees, no matter where he turns, is this:
“instruction.”
Teaching, learning, doctrine. It furnishes us with knowledge, with
information, that brightens up what's in our heads and filters down
through how we live. It's meant to change how the hearer thinks, to
give the hearer new pieces of the puzzle or retrieve some that have
fallen by the wayside. What sorts of things do we need to learn in
life? We need to learn who God is. We need to learn what he's like.
We need to learn what he does and what he's done. We need to learn
what he wants, and how to do it. We need to learn who he says we are
and where he says we went wrong and what he says will fix us and
where he says we're going. We need to learn how to respond to the
hazards of life, and how to navigate our way through a tricky world.
We need to learn about that world, and about the world we're made
for. We need to learn how to get where God wants us to go, and how
to be what God wants us to be.
To
learn all of that, we can't just make it up as we go along. We can't
piece together a patchwork of ideas that just instinctively appeal to
us. Do that, and madness that way lies. Today in America, there's
an epidemic of efforts to each found our own private cult – make up
a god who suits our tastes, who reinforces all of our own opinions,
themselves swallowed up from popular culture or stewed in the dented
pots of our own self-flattery; and by the sputtering flickers of
light we generate, we propose to chart our own course deep into the
midnight desert that we fancy we can redesign at will. And it's no
wonder we get so lost. What we need is to humble ourselves and give
attention to the guidebook and survival manual and toolkit, written
by an experienced companion who will go with us. This guidebook
references timeless features of the terrain; it may require
thoughtfulness to observe how other aspects shift, and how to apply
its survival techniques in the situations we face. But the guidebook
is far more trustworthy than venturing off into the midnight desert
blindly. We cannot afford to make it up as we go along. We need to
be instructed.
And
so Paul explains that “whatever was written in former
days was written for our instruction.”
Not just to instruct the people of former days, mind you, but “for
our
instruction.”
For Paul and Priscilla and Aquila and Urbanus and Stachys and Junia
and Julia and Olympas and all the other Christ-followers in Rome –
Paul opens his Bible, and no matter what page it falls to, he's
convinced it's there to instruct him and them. And as years pass and
generations rise and fall, each can lay claim to that 'our.'
Whatever was written way back then, it was written to instruct Justin
Martyr and Irenaeus and Athanasius and Augustine; it was written to
instruct Patrick and Benedict and Dominic and Francis; it was written
to instruct Bonaventure and Aquinas and Palamas; it was written to
instruct Luther and Calvin and Zwingli, Cranmer and Wesley and
Albright. It was written to instruct believers in Uganda and India
and Norway and Brazil and Japan and right here in this sanctuary.
That isn't just a side effect; God had one eye on you when he
breathed his Spirit into the situation that produced the writing. As
the prophet spoke, as the scribe wrote, as the Spirit carried them
downstream in the flow of words that were entrusted to scrolls and
handed down through thousands of years, God had us right here in
mind. We may not be the original audience; we may need to get a
grasp on the context they lived in, if we want to really appreciate
what's being said, because it's said to us by means of them; but God
always meant for it to be passed along to us, because he intended all
along to reach us through it – we are why he went to all the
trouble.
That
means that whatever we open the Bible to, it has some sort of
enduring relevance. It may not always be easy to see how. We have
to be retrained how to read, retaught how to think. We need the gift
of new eyes. Yet it's true. If you open your Bible to Leviticus,
which was “written
in former days,”
Paul will tell you that, yes, Leviticus was written for our
instruction – my instruction and your instruction. Open your Bible
to Obadiah, and Paul says yes, that too: Obadiah was written for my
instruction and your instruction. Same thing holds if your Bible
falls open to 1 Chronicles – it's not just that we can get
something out of it, but as God inspired it, he purposely made sure
that it would be a suitable vessel for carrying his doctrine, his
teaching, to you where you are. “For
our instruction”
(Romans 15:4).
That's
a tough pill to swallow, when you really think about it! But Paul
wants to give us an illustration himself. To address a situation in
first-century Rome, a community made up of almost entirely Gentiles
who aren't sold that any part of the Jewish heritage is relevant any
more, Paul quotes from a Jewish poem written centuries earlier: Psalm
69. Whenever and wherever exactly it came from, it would have surely been popular during the days of Zerubbabel, the generation
freed from exile in Babylon who returned to the ruins of their land.
And the first problem they noticed was that Jerusalem was in ruins,
the temple of God was in ruins, and something had to be done. So
they got to work on rebuilding, but met opposition from the
Samaritans. And this psalm was no doubt prayed by some frustrated
Jews who were being persecuted for their devotion.
It
fits. The singer prays for God to save him from his trouble. He
laments, “More
in number than the hairs of my head are those who hate me without
cause”
(Psalm 69:4). And then he turns to God and says that all the insults
he's received, all the shame and dishonor he's bearing under – “It
is for your
sake that I have borne reproach, that dishonor has covered my face.
I have become a stranger to my brothers, an alien to my mother's
sons. For zeal for your house has consumed me, and the reproaches of
those who reproach you have fallen on me. When I wept and humbled my
soul with fasting, it became my reproach. When I made sackcloth my
clothing, I became a byword to them. I am the talk of those who sit
in the gate, and the drunkards made songs about me”
(Psalm 69:7-12). He's saying that, out of love for God and out of
love for his temple, he's stepped in to act like a human shield, to
stand before God's glory and absorb all the staining insults and
mockery that the godless are shooting out against God and against his
'house,' the temple. All this devotion, acts of love for God, puts
the target on the psalmist's chest – but while it greatly
distresses him, and he wants God to rescue him, he'd rather absorb
those insults, that dishonor, that shame, rather than let it fall on
God's glory on on God's temple.
When
Paul reads that, he knows who it's really trying to reveal. Whoever
wrote the psalm, they wrote it – no matter if they even knew it or
not – to give voice to the heart of Jesus. If the psalm was
popular in the days of Zerubbabel, it's nonetheless the song of Jesus
right here. It's no surprise that later lines from the same psalm
are applied to the crucifixion: “I
looked for pity, but there was none, and for comforters, but I found
none. They gave me poison for food, and for my thirst they gave me
sour wine to drink”
(Psalm 69:20-21; cf. Mark 15:36). This is a song of the Messiah, who
steps in between God and sinners to absorb every insult against God
or against the temple that the Messiah is building for God: the
church. Every reproach against God's glory, every indirect reproach
against God's glory via demeaning his temple – Jesus is so full of
zeal for the temple, his Father's house, the church, that he steps in
and can say to his Father, “The
reproaches of those who reproach you have fallen on me”
(Psalm 69:9). And reproaches against the temple are reproaches
against its God. Which means that the reproaches we turn against
each other, the times we condemn and insult and judge and despise
each other – those, in taking aim against parts of God's temple,
are insults that the Messiah intercepts, a burden of shame he takes
up and bears through his cross, and one we ought not to keep piling
higher.
So
Paul quotes that half-verse – “The
reproaches of those who reproach you have fallen on me”
– and knowing how to read the psalm rightly, he's found it just
dripping with Christ. And the lesson he takes is wonderfully
understated. If the Messiah dedicates himself to the painful and
agonizing task of being a human shield for God and his temple, and
intercepting all the insults, and bearing reproach and dishonor and
shame for God's sake – if that's what the Messiah does, the very
least you can say is that “the
Messiah did not please himself”
(Romans 15:3). That's an understatement! The Messiah we meet in
Psalm 69, the Jesus who prays this prayer, is not one who's trying to
satisfy all his cravings. He's not chasing worldly prosperity. He's
not flattering himself. He's not putting his own desires first.
He's not out to 'live life to the fullest,' in anything like a
twenty-first-century American sense, or even a first-century Roman
sense, for that matter. For the sake of his Father, and for the sake
of the temple he's built for his Father's Spirit to indwell, he's
dedicated himself to carrying shame – and that is definitely not a
self-pleasing lifestyle.
If
the Messiah's going to live that way, what does that say to the
arrogant Romans, who occupy themselves in judging or despising or
resenting their fellow believers who follow different customs? “We
who are 'strong,'”
Paul says, “have
an obligation to bear with the failings of the 'weak,' and not to
please ourselves. Let each of us please his neighbor for his good,
for upbuilding”
(Romans 15:1-2). They should be shocked that all their strife, all
their efforts to puff themselves up as better than one another, has
amounted to a messy war amidst which Jesus has placed himself as a human shield. The reproaches fell on
him, since he didn't please himself. And neither should we be
focused on pleasing ourselves. Instead of reinforcing our opinions,
instead of patting ourselves on the back, instead of surging ahead
and leaving the rest behind or casting them aside as disposable,
we're supposed to help build their house – to support them, to
carry some of the weight, to lend a helping hand, to do good to them
in a way they can receive and approve and be pleased by. In building them up, we build up God's temple. That's a
different kind of church atmosphere. That looks a lot more like the
Jesus of Psalm 69.
And
isn't it amazing where Paul gets this? Here's a church network in
his day that's dealing with a specific sort of situation totally
unique among all churches in the world at the time. Nowhere else is
there such a thing as a Gentile-majority church. No other city has
this many local church gatherings – dozens of them, even when Paul
writes. In no other place is there so much diversity among
Christians as in the Rome Paul's writing to. It's a weird new world
for Paul. And yet he dives into the pages of his Bible, into
writings from the distant past before Paul's
great-great-grandparents were born, and he surfaces with just
the instruction that can change everything. Because Psalm 69 was
written long in advance to teach the first-century Roman Christians
what the Messiah would be like, and how to be like him. And that's
the heart of everything we need to learn in life.
In
that psalm, a song probably sung in the sixth century BC and maybe
even older still, what we meet is nothing less than the vivid,
life-changing, church-building spirituality of Jesus Christ today –
his living and active presence here and now among us, vibrant and
sorrowful and zealous for us as his Father's house. The living
Christ abides in Psalm 69, which is written for our instruction. Go
anywhere in Paul's Bible, and you'll find that Paul was right, and
Matta was right: it's written for our instruction now. So how could
we not yearn to read it all, again and again, and learn for today and
tomorrow?
“Whatever
was written in former days was written for our instruction.”
To what effect? What help can biblical instruction give us? “That
through endurance and through the encouragement of the Scriptures, we
might have hope”
(Romans 15:4). Through the Bible, God will equip us with endurance.
Patience. The ability to last in trying circumstances, to persevere
and make it through. Faced with the cross, faced with the mocking
reproach of the crowd, Jesus needed to endure. And Paul says Jesus
got that endurance out of Scripture, out of Psalm 69. When we're put
in a bind, when we're tested and stretched thin by the challenges of
life in the world, when we're in need of some training to hold out
longer and resist the pressure and keep our head above the
floodwaters – Paul says God has endurance to give you, and it comes
through the Bible.
Learn
how to read the Bible the right way – not just pecking kernels
along the surface, but digging for the reservoirs of Christ in each
page – and you wouldn't believe how much raw strength can surround
you and defend you and equip you to endure. Because all these
things, written over two thousand years ago, are finely tuned and
specified to train you with exactly what you need to know to outlast
whatever trial you're facing right now, and whatever challenge will
surface tomorrow.
And
then, through the Bible, God will offer us encouragement.
Consolation. Comfort. The soothing message of a personal advocate
and close companion. When we're downtrodden, when we're discouraged,
when we're hurting and wounded and traumatized, when we're tempted
and confused and in need of advice, when we're in the cold midnight
of life and shivering and need a warm embrace and a kindly word, God
reaches out from the Bible. That's what Paul's saying. The aid, the
comfort, the exhortation you need – God will give it to you, and it
comes through the Bible. In your struggling hour, God offers you
comfort and reassurance through scripture. In your grieving hour,
God offers you comfort and reassurance through scripture. In your
lonely hour, God offers you comfort and reassurance through
scripture. In even your dying hour, God offers you comfort and
reassurance through scripture.
The
function of all this endurance and encouragement is to give fresh
birth to hope in us. That's what Paul says. Hope is a major theme
of Romans. Abraham isn't offered just the father of all the
faithful; he's the example of hope, a radical hope that God's wildest
promises are true: “In
hope he believed against hope, that he should become the father of
many nations, as he had been told, 'So shall your offspring be'”
(Romans 4:18). Hope is what will outlast all our reproaches and
dishonor: “Endurance
produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not
put us to shame, because God's love has been poured into our hearts
through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us”
(Romans 5:4-5). Hope stretches beyond the borders of Israel, and
takes formerly hopeless pagans and writes them a new future in
Christ: “In
him will the Gentiles hope”
(Romans 15:12). Hope points us to a new creation filled with freedom
and light: Paul speaks of a “hope
that the creation itself will be set free from its bondage to
corruption and obtain the freedom of the glory of the children of
God”
(Romans 8:20-21). Hope points us to our new selves in the new
creation: “We
wait eagerly for adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies, for
in this hope we were saved. Now hope that is seen is not hope, for
who hopes for what he sees? But if we hope for what we don't see, we
wait for it with patience”
(Romans 8:23-25). What we hope for is nothing less, Paul says, than
God's own glory: “we
rejoice in hope of the glory of God,” based
on a Christ-given “access
by faith into this grace in which we stand”
(Romans 5:2). God commands us to “rejoice
in hope”
(Romans 12:12), and this very “God
of hope”
aims to “fill
you with all joy and peace in believing, so that by the power of the
Holy Spirit you may abound in hope”
(Romans 15:13). All that, God aims to do in you through all the
things that are already written in the Bible.
You
have a new future in Christ to look forward to, a new creation
waiting at the door, a new freedom you can't even imagine. That's
hope. All you have to do is outlast this short night. That's
endurance. And for every cold and chilling breeze that chatters your
teeth in grief or loneliness or trial, there's the warmth of
encouragement and comfort to surround you. To get all this, you
don't need to journey to some far-flung mountain, or meditate on
foreign mysticism, or leap through rings of fire. It's buried in
your Bible in endless abundance. Swing your pick-axe anywhere, do
some digging, and it'll come bubbling up and gushing out.
What's
more, the hope that springs out of this endurance and encouragement
has its own purpose. By looking ahead to a new future in Christ in a
new creation with a new freedom, by focusing our attention on the
Messiah, God will enable us to “live
in such harmony with one another, in accord with Christ Jesus, that
together you may with one voice glorify the God and Father of our
Lord Jesus Christ”
(Romans 15:5-6). We will learn to all sing the same song in harmony.
Whether our background is Gentile or Jewish, whether our customs
mark us as 'strong' or 'weak,' whether we sing baritone or soprano,
Paul envisions a harmony, a unity, as we sing a chorus with Jesus, as
we match our voices to his. Where do we find his voice? Scripture.
And what does our song with Jesus do? It glorifies God his Father.
How
often do we think of the Bible as a unifying force? In today's age,
we're almost accustomed to mistaking the Bible for an agent of
division. We can so easily split hairs over different
interpretations of this theme or that theme, this verse or that
verse, and the proliferation of opinions threatens to throw us off
the hermeneutical cliff and render us paralyzed to find meaning.
Paul doesn't see it that way. Certainly, there will be differences
in some matters of application. There will be a variety of opinions
on an assortment of details. As we heard last week, Paul stresses
charity for the diversity of customs and opinions on some of those
matters. But, he says, if you really read the Bible for endurance
and encouragement and hope, if your desire is to praise God and
glorify him forever, then when you go digging in the scriptures, you
won't get sidetracked by analyzing soil samples endlessly or throwing
rocks at each other; you'll just be digging 'til you hit Christ.
And
if you aim for all things to be in harmony with the multifaceted
Jesus revealed by each chapter, our chorus of many tones will glorify
God with one voice. After all, like Psalm 69 says: “I
will praise the name of God with a song; I will magnify him with
thanksgiving. … Let heaven and earth praise him, the seas and
everything that moves in them. For God will save Zion...”
(Psalm 69:30, 34-35). That's the goal: for universal glory to God to
overflow the temple for which the Messiah was filled with zeal. And
all the sweep of all scripture was given for our instruction to
provide the endurance and encouragement that fixes in us a common
hope for which we can sing together. May you be able to say, like
Matta – Fr. Matthew the Poor – these words: “My joy in the Word is
that it was to me a parent, a guide, an instructor, and a reliable
physician. It has truly penetrated me like a sword and excised the
cancers. The Word is living and powerful! If you receive it, you
will be filled with grace upon grace. But if you live without it,
you will ever live in blindness. … Never in my life have I found
such a helper and guide as the Bible. One must bow one's head before
it in utter submission, just as one bows before a celestial king.”
Abba Matta was right. Whatever was written before, was written for
him – and you.
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