It didn't always used to
be this way, he thought as he sat by the canal under the hot sun one
late summer morning, the thirty-first of July. He hadn't always
lived here. He wasn't always a refugee, living in a camp of
weather-worn tents and ramshackle huts. He used to live in
Jerusalem, the city of God. His father Buzi was a dignified priest,
who served in the temple of the Lord. But then, five years ago, they
came – not for the first time, but with grave wrath they came.
Laid siege to the holy city for three-and-a-half months.
And finally, on the
sixteenth of March, they came pouring in – the sneering soldiers,
the armies of Babylon, under King Nebuchadnezzar's command. Oh, they
ransacked the temple – took all the holy silver vessels, all the
gold. They kidnapped the new king Jehoiachin, just eighteen years
old then, and replaced him with his contemptible twenty-one-year-old
uncle Mattaniah. Jehoiachin only reigned three months and ten days –
though everyone still considered him the real king, even now. The
invaders took his mother Nehushta; they took the elders of the city;
they took the palace officials; they took thousands of smiths and
craftsmen – and some priests. Ezekiel, son of Buzi, was among
them.
He remembered the long
march they made in chains, up and around the Fertile Crescent, down
toward Babylon. He remembered screaming for home, the only home he'd
known. He remembered the first moment Jerusalem faded entirely from
view. He remembered mourning the loss of his future, his longed-for
career as a priest – he was still a few years away from beginning
service. He was twenty-five years old then. It's been five years
now since the great deportation. Some of the exiles, like Jehoiachin and Nehushta, were kept
prisoner in Babylon. But most ended
up in places like this, downstream along the Euphrates. Ezekiel had been settled outside
Nippur, a great pagan city largely owned and operated by Ekur, the
“Mountain House,” the massive ancient temple of the Sumerian god
Enlil.
In particular, their
refugee camp sat atop a desolate mound of silt called til abubi,
not far from the wide ka-ba-ru
irrigation canal. It was there that they, and deported members of
other conquered nations, were assigned the menial task of clearing
salt deposits out of the canal, all under the supervision of a few
Babylonian overseers. That was life now, for these nobles taken far
from home, far from the city they loved. It was demoralizing, the
gross loss of their prestige. It was demoralizing, the humiliation
they endured. It was demoralizing, the feeling that they had been
abandoned by God; that their God, way off in Jerusalem, couldn't
reach them here. They were, after all, in a foreign and unclean land
– one that ritually defiled them constantly, making them scarcely
able to lift their eyes to heaven.
That
was one prevailing sentiment over the past five years: that worship
is impossible in a place like this. One of Ezekiel's neighbors, a
few tents away from his, was a former singer from the temple, and he
wrote a song about it – about the tears they cried, about the pain
of their souls, about the shame of being mocked by the pagan
fellow-refugees who toiled alongside them. As he sat by the banks of
the canal, Ezekiel sang it to himself in a low, wavering voice:
By
the waters of Babylon
there we sat down and wept,
when we remembered Zion.
On
the willows there
we hung up our lyres.
For
there our captors
required of us songs,
and
our tormentors, mirth, saying,
“Sing us one of the songs of Zion!”
How
shall we sing the LORD's song
in a foreign land?
If
I forget you, Jerusalem,
let my right hand forget its skill!
Let
my tongue stick to the roof of my mouth
if I do not remember you,
if
I do not set Jerusalem
above my highest joy! (Psalm
137:1-6)
It
was one of the only songs they ever still sang – a song of lament,
a song of sorrow. They doubted that there could be any hope – but
their desperation made them eager for any glimmer of it. Many in the
camp speculated that their stay here would be short-lived – that
their God would raise up an army to destroy Babylon and set them free
any day now. They heard rumors of prophets in Babylon who spoke
about this – Ahab and Zedekiah and Shemaiah. A year and a half
ago, some of the elders became agitated in speaking out against
Babylon, and lost their lives.
A
few months ago, there came to Tel-Abib news of a letter from
Jerusalem – it had reached Babylon last year – from a
forty-seven-year-old prophet Ezekiel remembered hearing his whole
life, a man named Jeremiah. He'd predicted that Ahab and Zedekiah
would be executed by roasting; and, sure enough, that had happened.
He warned them that their exile would not be over so quickly – that
it would take seventy years, give or take. And he encouraged them to
settle down where they'd been settled – to not be content with
tents, but to build houses, to plant gardens, to marry and have
children; to identify, in a way, with Babylonian society, not hoping
for its downfall – their fates were one now. And there came
promises that God had not forgotten them; that they could worship
where they were, that they could pray and God would hear them, that
they could seek and find God, that there was hope of being restored
and brought back home – after seventy years (Jeremiah 29:5-14).
Most of the Judean refugees didn't know what to believe – whether
to trust Shemaiah or to trust Jeremiah, whether they'd return
home now or in decades, whether to live by hope or surrender in
despair. The refugees often vacillated between the two feelings.
For
Ezekiel's part, he was feeling rather melancholy that hot summer day,
sitting by the canal. He was thirty years old now (Ezekiel 1:1-3).
If he were back home, this would be the year he began serving in the
temple. The year he would offer sacrifices to God. The year he
would see the abundant traces of the LORD's
glory there, and listen to the choirs and the people and join them in
their lofty psalms of praise. But here he was, exiled far from the
house of God, surrounded by pagans in an unclean land – and what's
a defiled priest to do there? And so he sat by the canal. And soon
the skies grew cloudy overhead, and the wind picked up. And he
thought to himself that he might as well mingle his tears with the
rain.
And
that's when he felt it. That's when he saw it. That's when
everything changed. Did the air start to shimmer, I wonder, when it
happened? But one of the storm clouds grew larger, and light began
to pour out, and then it cracked open – at least, that's what
Ezekiel saw. And what he glimpsed next? It well nigh broke his
brain like eggs on asphalt. He caught sight of things no one could
understand, his mind couldn't even process, could only fumble pieces
of pictures of distant analogies. But, he said, he first saw four
creatures, with four faces and four wings – two wrapped around
their bodies, two lifted high and touching tips to their neighbors' –
and between them there flashed fire and lightning, and they glowed
like polished metal, and the sight of them made him want to pass out.
And beneath or beside them hovered wheels within wheels, covered in
brilliant gems that looked like eyes. And they moved with the
swiftness of lightning, and the undulation of their wings sounded
like loud crashes of thunder.
And
as the wheels touched down to earth, Ezekiel saw that what they
carried above their heads was filled with even greater light –
there was a platform of gleaming crystal spread out, and over it was
something like a blue throne carved from sapphire or lapis lazuli,
and on it sat a figure like a man, but his legs were fire, and he was
circled by rainbows beaming out every which way, and his torso was
like amber or like super-heated metal filled with even more fire, and
the light around him was hopelessly blinding, and Ezekiel's eyes began to
burn and itch, and who could even bear to see it for one second longer? And Ezekiel,
perspiration streaming from his pores, his heart pounding faster and faster and
faster, his sanity stretched beyond its limits, plunged himself into
the dirt, scarcely catching himself from rolling into the canal, as
some dark recess of his mind pieced together who exactly was riding
this vast chariot down from heaven – that he had seen the
appearance of the likeness of the glory of the LORD
(Ezekiel 1:4-28)!
It
was on that day that Ezekiel saw the glory of God – or, at least,
that his eyes managed to perceive its appearance, that his mind
managed in retrospect to cobble together a sense of its likeness.
(His account reads like some of the visions in Babylonian epic
poetry, but so much more vivid!) It was on that day that a voice
thundered from within the inapproachable light, bidding him to rise.
And though the weight of God's glory was too heavy, though Ezekiel found he couldn't stand on his own, yet the lively wind that passed
between the unfathomable creatures rushed into him, filling his lungs with life, electrifying him with holy
fire, and yanked him to his feet. And he heard himself addressed as “thou son of Adam,” heard his
appointment as a prophet (Ezekiel 2:1-3). Was he dreaming? Was he
awake? Was he even still in the mortal world? A hand stretched out
from one of the four strange creatures, looking at him from the faces
of a lion and man and ox, and presented Ezekiel with a small scroll,
which God bade him choke down – and though the words he saw on it were full of sorrow, it was sweet like honey to his tongue (Ezekiel 2:9—3:3).
And
when the chariot took off again, lifting up from the earth, so too
was Ezekiel lifted up. And, filled with this strange Spirit that
made his soul hot, feeling the bitterness of the scroll as it soured
in his belly, feeling the pressure of being in the grip of an
infinite force beyond his comprehension, he didn't even know how it
was he came to his tent in Tel-abib. But he was utterly stupefied –
all he could do for a whole week was babble in awe, sitting on the ground, as his
senses slowly returned to him, as he began to process the
unimaginable he'd endured (Ezekiel 3:12-15).
And
as he did, as he tried to come to grips with it, one question kept
returning to his mind, over and over again: “How could this be?”
As in, “How could I see God out here in the shadow of Nippur, in an
unclean land under Nebuchadnezzar's thumb? God should be in
Jerusalem – why isn't he there? God certainly shouldn't be in
Babylon – how can he be here?”
It
would be fourteen months before he finally understood the answer. In
the meantime, he prophesied, whatever the Word of the LORD
came to him and told him. He built miniatures of Jerusalem and lay
siege to it. He bound himself to lay on his side on a regular basis.
He ate food cooked over repulsive fuel. He shaved his head and
chopped at his hair with a sword. All these things that the
stranger, mysterious Word told him to do. But in the meantime, he'd
also built himself a small house – he knew now that Jeremiah's
letter was the truth, that houses and gardens were God's plan for his
people even out here by the canal. And on the eighteenth day of
September, fourteen months after his vision, with the local elders
gathered around in his house, suddenly he felt himself once again in
the Lord GOD's
grip. And he saw a figure grab him by a lock of his grown-back hair.
In one Babylonian story, a god grabbed a prince by the lock of his
hair with the intent to kill him; but Ezekiel was grabbed out of
mercy and grace, to be lifted up between heaven and earth (Ezekiel
8:1-3).
He
traveled in vision to Jerusalem – and what he saw there was utterly
horrifying. In the presence of the glory of God – the same glory
he'd seen descend from the storm – he saw an idol statue raised
outside the north gate of the temple (Ezekiel 8:5). He peered
through a hole in the wall, and saw engravings of snakes and
scorpions and other creepy-crawling things, and the elders of Israel
offering up incense to them (Ezekiel 8:10-11). He saw the women of
Jerusalem worshipping the Babylonian god Dumuzi – or rather,
performing the Babylonian ritual of mourning his annual departure to
the underworld (Ezekiel 8:14). They cry out, “The orchardman has
been killed in his grove, the irrigator among his waterworks. We
weep bitterly, we weep for our orchardman!”
And
in the inner court, Ezekiel saw men facing away from the temple,
bowing toward the sun, passing gas toward the Holy of Holies (Ezekiel
8:16-17). And in response, Ezekiel saw the glory of God slowly
ascend to the sapphire throne-chariot, and the chariot of cherubim –
that, he realized, is what the strange four-winged creatures really
were – rose up from the earth (Ezekiel 9-10). And as he watched
judgment begin to fall on Jerusalem, as Ezekiel cried out in anguish
of soul, as the Word of the LORD
comforted him with promises to change Israel's stony heart and
deadened spirit, he saw the chariot fly off toward an eastern
mountain – and that's the message he related to the elders in his
house that day (Ezekiel 11:1-25).
What
Ezekiel saw is that the temple – the place where he would have
served, had he remained in Jerusalem and begun serving as a priest
there – had become hopelessly corrupt, filled with idolatry of the
most repulsive kind. One may wonder how to sing the LORD's
song in an unclean foreign land, but they didn't bother singing it
any more in Jerusalem, either. And so, in these visions, Ezekiel
comes to understand why God has absented himself from Jerusalem, why
he isn't found there at the temple any more – his throne gets
further and further from the temple, from the land itself, because
the abominations of Judah have driven him away. And that's why God's
glory is no longer stationary; he's on a soaring, rolling throne!
That
answered half of Ezekiel's question – why God's glory was seen
outside Jerusalem. But I wonder whether Ezekiel realized right away
the answer to the other half – why God's glory was seen in
Babylonia. When he left the temple, he could have gone anywhere.
The throne-chariot could have flown north, to the chilly climate of
Scandinavia or Russia. The throne-chariot could have flown south to
Arabia. The throne-chariot could have gone west, far west, to lands
still unknown far across the sea, where we reside today. The
throne-chariot could have ascended into space, gone to the moon, gone
to Mars, gone anywhere in all creation. And yet the throne-chariot
went to the eastern mountain. The throne-chariot was seen, when
Ezekiel had eyes to see it, rolling in the dirt outside a refugee
camp not so far from the temple of Enlil. God had invaded Babylon
already – and not Enlil, not Dumuzi, not even Babylon's patron
deity Marduk, in whom Nebuchadnezzar so vainly trusted, could keep
the LORD
God at bay.
But
why
was the rolling throne here? Why
would those whirling wheels plant down firmly in unclean, foreign
soil? And if Ezekiel thought about it for long, there's only one
reason. The glory of the God of Israel could have gone anywhere, but
he went to be where his people were – this first wave of deported
Judeans. For their sake, he moved to Babylon. For their sake, the
God of Israel became an exile, too. He chose to be with his exiled
people in their distress. And because of that, the words of
Jeremiah's letter are true: the LORD
really can still be sought and found, even in Babylon (Jeremiah
29:13) – because he's exiled himself there, too. And so the people
can sing the LORD's
songs in their foreign land – even in a refugee camp by the Chebar
Canal. Because the glory of the God of Israel has gone there.
It's
a startling realization – that the glorious God Ezekiel saw would
go into exile with his people, would have his astounding
throne-chariot's wheels trudging through Babylonian dirt, just so he
could be near his people. But it fits with what we know. Because we
know that the God Ezekiel saw would again touch down to terra
firma
with human feet; that the shining rainbow face would gaze at a crowd
from a cross; and that the cherubim of the wheels would sing for joy
on the third day, beholding their God's conquest of death. The
cross, the nails, the thorns, the tomb, the stone – they can't stop
this throne from rolling on out. And they can't stop the mighty wind
of God from blowing in our hearts.
Maybe
you feel like Ezekiel felt, that hot summer morning. Maybe you feel
like he felt on the long march away from Jerusalem. Do you feel like
you're in a foreign land? (Maybe that land's name is stress; maybe it's loss; maybe it's injustice or poverty or ill health or strife. Are you there?) Are you finding yourself in uncharted
territory, dire straits, with your dreams dashed? Do you sit and
weep in an unfamiliar place? Have you hung up your instruments of
praise, just given up? Does it feel like the world is mocking you,
asking you to sing joyful songs when everything has gone wrong? Do
you feel like everything's in upheaval, that you've got no stability,
like you're living in a tent by the canal? Does it feel like nothing
you do has meaning – that it's all pointless labor for your
captors? Do you feel like God must be a million miles away, and that
he doesn't remember you, and you don't know how you can sing his
songs in the place your life has gone (cf. Psalm 137:1-4)?
Then
this message is for you this morning. Because the glory of God's on
a rolling throne, and his wheels are in the dirt right where you are
in life now. If you're in exile, he's in exile with you. No matter
how far you've gone away from him, he's closed that distance. There
is nowhere you can go, nowhere life can take you, where the rolling
throne won't go. In your trouble, in your distress, in your exile,
God is near. Trust in him, reach out to him – your exile won't
last forever. Call upon him, come to him, pray to him – he'll hear
you (Jeremiah 29:12). Seek him, and you'll find him (Jeremiah 29:13;
cf. Matthew 7:7). You may have to endure plenty – exile may be long and hard – but God's on his
rolling throne, and he's there in the thick of it with you. So go
with God – because God goes with you. The throne is rolling on!
Hallelujah. Amen.
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