We're now several weeks
into the season of Lent – this is the third Sunday, isn't it? But
we haven't had a chance to really talk about Lent until now. The
first Sunday was Valentine's Day, and so we took time to focus on
that instead. The second Sunday – well, that was last Sunday, I
was away in Greece, and I trust Rev. Wagner gave a great sermon on
the church being one body. And now here we are, confronted with
addressing Lent. And what is Lent, really? What's it all about, at
the heart of it?
I think we have to go
back to Ash Wednesday to answer that. I mean, that's how Lent kicks
off – with Ash Wednesday. Weather prevented us from really
observing Ash Wednesday this year, unfortunately. And that's a great
shame, because Ash Wednesday is so crucial. The first truth is
pretty obvious: Ash Wednesday is about ashes. Lent is a season of
ashes. And in those ashes, we're reminded of two very important
things. The first one is the fact of our sin. Let's face it, we are
sinners. “Surely there
is no one on earth so righteous as to do good without ever sinning”
(Ecclesiastes 7:20). “All have sinned and fall short of
the glory of God” (Romans
3:23). “All of you sinned against the LORD
and did not obey his voice”
(Jeremiah 40:3). “If we say that we have no sin, we
deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us”
(1 John 1:8).
And
the second thing figured in the ashes is our mortality. Each and
every one of us, left to our own devices, will die. That's the
harsh, difficult, very unpleasant truth. “Sin came into
the world through one man, and death came through sin, and so death
spread to all because all have sinned”
(Romans 5:12). When God takes away our breath, we “die
and return to [our] dust”
(Psalm 104:29). Being dust, “to dust you shall return”
(Genesis 3:19). “All go to one place: all are from the
dust, and all turn to dust again”
(Ecclesiastes 3:20). We are sinful; we are mortal; we are fragile,
very fragile. The tiniest thing can precipitate the departure of our
breath and our dissolution back to dust. “I fade away
like an evening shadow; I am shaken off like a locust”
(Psalm 109:23) – that's a Lenten confession from the psalmist right
there.
If we
don't think it's true – if we don't think we're fragile, and our
world is fragile – then we haven't been paying attention this week.
I'll be honest: this has been a hard week. It's been hard for me
not to be here with you, to share in shouldering the burden. A very
dear and beloved friend of ours – a mentor to me, a brother and
shepherd to us, Pastor Greg – commenced his journey back to dust. And because
he was so dear to our hearts, our hearts are torn and broken – a
piece of them has fallen to dust as well. We know that he's departed
to be with Christ, and that lets us grieve with hope – but it's
still grief. That's natural – Jesus wept over Lazarus – and we
have to accept that it's okay to grieve with hope.
And then just a
day later, our destabilized lives were rocked again when a tornado
thrust itself into our church's life, touched our building. Look at
the stained glass in the Sunday School room. Look up at our roof,
our rafters. Survey the cemetery and the shed. We are fragile.
And
by the way, I don't think it's a coincidence that, during my absence,
we were hit by two tragedies like these back-to-back. No, I don't
think that's a coincidence for a second. “Your enemy the
devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to
devour” (1 Peter 5:8). Satan
is active. He despises the people of God. A complacent church is no
threat to him; like Mose Dissinger said, in a complacent church he'll
take a snooze right in front of the pulpit. But in a church on fire
for the mission of the kingdom? For a church looking out beyond its
walls? The devil can't abide that. He opposes those who pose a
threat.
And I believe that the past week has shown that we are
rising on his hit list because we are moving in the direction Jesus
wants us to move. And so the devil took advantage of our situation
to bring a disaster our way, in hopes of inflicting a setback and
taking our minds off our mission, demoralizing us and derailing us.
I
am convinced his scheme will backfire. We will not be demoralized,
for God is with us. We will not be derailed, for God is with us!
What Satan means for evil, God means for good and will use for good (cf. Genesis 50:20; Romans 8:28).
If the devil wants to shake us, well, he's only put us more and more
in the public eye. Our church is in the newspapers. I've been
getting calls and e-mails from people interested in helping us.
People are watching in ways they weren't before, giving us an
opportunity to witness by following Christ's example. And if the
devil wants to destroy – and he does, for “the thief comes only to steal
and kill and destroy” (John
10:10) – well, he'll only remind us of the very truths that Lent is
meant to hammer home.
Because
we're sinful and because we're fragile, we are unworthy and unable to
live everlasting life. Everlasting life, eternal life, isn't just a
length of life without an end point. It is that, but there's more.
It's life that has the character of God's unshakeable new creation.
It's the kind of life that would be fit for a different kind of
world, a less dusty place.
But we look around us. We look into
ourselves, we examine our hearts. And we see a mismatch. The world
we're in, isn't very new. It isn't unshakeable. And if it were, we
– the people we are – wouldn't belong there. It'd be too much
for us. We're fragile. And we'd stain that fresh, clean world with
our sin. And so we fast.
That's why we need Lent.
Because Lent ritually reminds us, every year, just how poor, just how
sinful, just how fragile we are – how desperately we need the grace
of God that comes through Jesus Christ our Lord. Like Isaiah says:
“Shout out, do not hold back! Lift up your voice like a trumpet!
Announce to my people their rebellion, to the house of Jacob their
sins” (Isaiah 58:1).
We are
so, so forgetful. We love to think that we can make it on our own –
that we're capable of pleasing God – that we can build something
that will last forever, like a legacy carved in stone, a tower unto
heaven. But we can't. Towers to heaven don't stand tall (cf. Genesis 11:8). They
don't amount to much. “All flesh is grass, and all the
goodliness thereof is as the flower of the field”
(Isaiah 40:6). Lent is the church's way of obeying what God told
Isaiah: to announce cold, harsh reality to the self-deceived –
which is all of us, from time to time.
Lent
compels us to admit that we're poor and needy. That's literally what
the psalmist says: “For I am poor and needy, and my heart
is pierced within me” (Psalm
109:22). How did he get to this realization of his physical and
spiritual poverty, his radical contingency? Because of his fasting.
When we fast during Lent, whatever a good kind of “fasting” might
look like, it has to be a way of honestly and truly admitting that we
and our world are hopelessly, helplessly in need of grace.
We fast
during this season as a way of protesting ourselves, protesting our
world. We fast in protest at a world that falls so short of God's
glory. We fast in protest because we look inside ourselves, and we
see the root of the problem there. But our protest can be a hopeful
one, because of Jesus Christ, who by his death and resurrection makes
a way beyond the dust and ashes into a new world and a “kingdom
that cannot be shaken”
(Hebrews 12:28) – no matter how fast the wind blows. “The
reason the Son of God appeared was to destroy the devil's work” (1
John 3:8).
Fasting
confronts us with our weakness of body and our weakness of will. It
unmasks our comfort. If you've ever tried fasting for a while, I'm
sure you've had a run-in with your limits – that place where it
just feels like you can't hold out anymore. I remember back in
college when I set a rather ambitious fast during Ash Wednesday: I
decided I'd go for twenty-four hours with no food at all, no water at
all – nothing. I think I chugged a bottle of water and wolfed down
a doughnut at 12:01 AM on Thursday morning! I was forced to admit
that my body was weak – and throughout the whole day, as I felt the
lures of temptation threatening my resolve, I had to admit that not
only was the flesh weak, but maybe the spirit was less willing than
I'd like to tell myself. Like the psalmist says, “My
knees are weak through fasting; my body has become gaunt”
(Psalm 109:24).
That's what Lent is meant to be for. It's a means
of stripping off our delusions. Lent is supposed to be about a
radical correction to our spiritual sight – instead of looking at
ourselves through rose-colored glasses, we take a deep breath, see
clearly, admit the truth, and discipline ourselves to do something
about it. That's the point of Lent.
You
could say that, in Isaiah's time, whatever Lent-like fasting
tradition the people of Judah had, they were doing it wrong. They
had no desire to take off the glasses and ask the hard questions.
Now, if we had a time machine and could plop ourselves down in the
early sixth century BC, if we could wipe our minds of every trace of
Isaiah's teaching and all the benefits of clearer sight that the
gospel's brought us, we could be pretty easily tricked into thinking
Isaiah's targets were the good guys! I mean, listen to what God says
here: “Yet day after day they seek me, and delight to
know my ways, as if they were a nation that practiced righteousness”
(Isaiah 58:2). To catch a snapshot of them on Sabbath morning,
they're the spiritual superheroes; they're just that impressive!
They're the kind of people who are in church whenever it's open –
at least, so long as people can see them strolling in through the
door.
To
see them in those moments, everyone in Judah would assume that they
hunger and thirst for God. I mean, just look at them! They seem
desperate to get closer to God – they're spending all that time in
church, right? Don't they seek him day in and day out? “They
delight to draw near to God”
(Isaiah 58:2)! And all they ask of God is just one simple thing:
justice, justice, justice. “They ask of me righteous
judgments” (Isaiah 58:2). Sounds like a good thing to ask!
But
not so fast. They say it has to be on their terms. See, they understand the covenant to be
a ceremonial deal: they give God the right rituals, the right words,
the right gestures at the right time, and in turn, God praises and
honors them and treats them really well. I mean, doesn't that just
make sense? Isn't that what God's looking for – for them to give
up candy for forty days, and in exchange he'll owe them some favors?
It's only fair! “Why do we fast, but you do not see?
Why humble ourselves, but you do not notice?”
(Isaiah 58:3). “For all the investment we've made in this religion,
aren't we owed a better result? It's like God's ignoring all their
religious activity! It's unfair!” Or so they think.
God
disagrees. They have not held up their “end of the deal.”
Because there is no 'deal'! This is not a business arrangement! The
covenant isn't signed on Wall Street; it's signed in a wedding
chapel. It's about a relationship, about our souls, about our
hearts, not about some quid pro quo.
The problem with these “spiritual superheroes” of Judah is that
their fasting has nothing to do with real humility. It isn't meant
for confronting them with weakness of will and body. It's meant to
make them feel good about themselves – or, more importantly, to
make others admire them. They claim they humble themselves, but all
their Lenten piety is just grandstanding to flatter their own pride.
They practically admit, in so many words, that all their religion is
for show.
The
fasting psalmist prayed to God, “Deal well with me for
your name's sake” (Psalm
109:21). The psalmist is humble. The psalmist says to God, to
himself, to his community, that if God has a reason to do anything
nice for him, that reason has nothing to do with the psalmist's
worthiness and everything to do with God's mercy. The psalmist here
knows no works-righteousness. The psalmist's prayer is a quest for
grace.
But the “spiritual superheroes” of Isaiah's Judah – the
ancestors-in-heart of generations of Pharisees, including within the
church – would never think to seriously pray, “Deal well with me
for your name's sake.” If they prayed a truly honest prayer
reflecting the state of their souls, it would be, “Deal well with
me, because I've earned it from you, and you owe it to me!”
That's
their mindset – that they've earned it. They've earned it through
being “religious.” Now, look at how they understand being
“religious” – because there's a right way and a wrong way, and
they like the wrong way. To them, their religiosity, their piety, is
defined entirely by rituals. They wear the Lenten outfit of
sackcloth. They show up in the right place, the temple. They bow at
just the right time, keeping rhythm with the rest of the
congregation, maybe even setting the pace. They go up and get the
ashes on their heads. They change their diet for the season, and
everyone knows it. They keep all the rituals. And by Thursday
night, they've gotten in a drunken bar-fight. “On the
day of your fasting, you do as you please and exploit all your
workers; your fasting ends in quarreling and strife and in striking
each other with wicked fists”
(Isaiah 58:3-4). Because their religion begins and ends with rituals
that, like Shakespeare's “tale told by an idiot,” signify
absolutely nothing in their lives.
When
they fast, they have no intention to mortify the flesh. They aren't
looking to discipline their bodies, to keep them out of the way of
their relationship with God. When these “spiritual superheroes”
fast, they have no intention to mortify the passions. They aren't
looking to challenge who they are on the inside – all the bundles
of feelings and desires tugging them this way and that, seizing the
reins of control from their hands. We know we're full of passions –
the word literally means “sufferings,” we suffer from disturbance
with these yearnings that lead us where we might not want to go, we
suffer from being ruled by them – and when these people fast, they
aren't aiming to put their passions back in their place.
When
these “spiritual superheroes” fast, without mortifying the flesh
or the passions, they end up with no change at all in their social
and relational conduct. They don't confess the truth. They don't
reform their ways. They contribute nothing toward making a less
fragile world, a less sinful world. In fact, they use Lent as an
excuse to go the opposite path.
They look at Lent as being like a
carbon credit – you know, where companies pay money to supposedly
offset their atmospheric pollution, and then use all the cash they
throw around as an excuse to produce even more greenhouse gases, like
how a certain former vice-president justifies his mansion and private
jet while crusading for environmental causes? That's the way these
“spiritual superheroes” view their fasting: it buys them an
indulgence to, well, indulge themselves even more. So instead of
working toward a less fragile, less sinful world, they justify
themselves in their violence, and so they keep contributing to
breaking the world, breaking other people, breaking their own selves.
That's what Isaiah's saying – really, that's what God's
saying, using Isaiah to do it.
Reading
that, it's easy to shake our heads at Judah. Can't they see? Don't
they get it? We read these words, and Isaiah lays it out so
convincingly, so clearly, that it all becomes so obvious. So we
instantly think judgmental thoughts. But is their false fasting so
different than the way a lot of fellow believers – and maybe we
ourselves – live today? Does it differ so many from the way we “do
church”? Is it that separate from our own behavior during Lent?
I
mean, let's take a step back and try to look at ourselves as
keen-eyed as Isaiah would see us. Maybe during Lent, we pick a thing
to give up for forty days. But by the end of the forty days, what's
changed in our lives? Does Lent make a difference? Or is it just a
ritual – a thing we go through once a year, so that we can say we
did the 'religious' thing, and oh good here comes Easter, now all
that's over and done with? Are we more God-focused people now than
we were on Fasnacht Day? Does love fill our lives and define our
character more now than on Fasnacht Day? Or was it all for show –
if not to convince others of our goodness, then to convince
ourselves?
Isaiah's
fake “spiritual superheroes” maybe aren't so foreign after all.
In the antebellum South, they were the countless men who'd go to
church Sunday morning and whip their slaves half to death twenty-four
hours later. Throughout more recent history, there have been
countless supposedly “God-fearing” men (and women) who showed up
to church every Sunday, and then spent their weeks using their
twisted theologies to justify cruelty to their spouses, unleashing
the belt on their kids, stealing from work, yelling at their workers,
badmouthing their neighbors.
Maybe
that sounds extreme – but there are a lot of little ways we show
that attending church services or observing Lent hasn't really
changed us, hasn't led us to face ourselves in the light of God's
truth. Who here has ever grumbled insults at another driver while
you're on your way home from church? I'll be honest – there've
been some Sundays in my life when I've had a hard time not doing it before I even
make it out of the parking lot! (Not here, of course, you all drive
great.)
Who here has ever done anything the week after church that
you'd never want people to see you do on a Sunday morning at church?
I know I'm not exempt. I doubt any of us live perfectly consistently
throughout the week with the faith we profess on a Sunday morning.
We lapse back into the same old habits – and sometimes, when we
observe Lent or come to worship, we aren't even that
well-intentioned. We don't mean to be challenged, don't mean to have
demands placed on us, don't mean to be changed.
And
through Isaiah, God says to the people of our day: “You
cannot fast as you do today and expect your voice to be heard on
high” (Isaiah 58:4). In other
words, if this
is what Lent looks like, then the only wings it puts on your prayers
are wax wings like Icarus'. They'll never make it past the sun to
reach God's ears. If our Lent looks like mere ritual without a
heart-change, if it's soaked in hypocrisy, then God awards us no
points, and may he have mercy on our souls. This kind of fasting,
the way Isaiah describes it, is honestly no more helpful, no more
God-honoring, then just skipping the whole thing altogether. It will
not entitle us to anything. It will not bring us closer to God. It
is not the fast that God has chosen.
So
it's no surprise when God asks, “Is this the kind of fast
I have chosen – only a day for people to humble themselves?”
(Isaiah 58:5). Is that it – just a day, just a season, and then
back to ordinary life without a difference? On the day of our
fasting, do we do as we please, as our flesh pleases? There's got to
be more to Lent than this rubbish – got to be something else. “Is
it only for bowing one's head like a reed and for lying in sackcloth
and ashes?” Is it really just
about the ritual, and nothing else? It can't be! But what else is
there? What kind of fast really does something about our fragility?
What kind of fast exposes the truth? What does it look like to have
a fast that actually
addresses our sin and the sin of the world? What kind of fast has
God chosen? That's the big Question of Lent. And for the next two
Sundays, we'll be taking up what Isaiah has to teach us.
This
may not seem like a very comforting message, at a time when our
church may be more in need of comfort than we've been in the past
decade. What am I thinking, sticking to the sermon I believe God led
me in advance to schedule for today? I wrestled with this: should I
preach sometime that seems more timely? Something less challenging,
less convicting, less pointed? Up through this morning, I prayed to
God about that.
But I believe that this sermon is for this season;
that God knew what he was doing all along. I have to trust that.
God reminded me that our suffering is not devoid of meaning. Lent is
about accepting that the Christian path is the road of the cross, yes
– but the road doesn't end at the crosses in our lives. It does
not stop at the grave; it is not ripped away by a twister. No matter
how fast the winds blow, the road of the cross goes on beyond them.
“Rejoice
inasmuch as you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so
that you may be
overjoyed when his glory is revealed”
(1 Peter 4:13)! “For
just as we share abundantly in the sufferings of Christ”
– and this week, we certainly have – “so
also our comfort abounds through Christ”
(2 Corinthians 1:5).
Lent is not comfortable. It is no easy thing
to tread in the footsteps of the cross-bearing Jesus. But the fast
God has chosen will
lead to the feast God has prepared. That's a promise from heaven.
You can bank on it. Thanks be to God! Amen.
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